tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20174322853820749522024-03-21T19:56:34.029-07:00nosce te ipsumUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-11344947195861426172024-03-03T01:12:00.000-08:002024-03-03T01:12:45.681-08:00toz ve töz<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: medium;">Yalan hakikatin karşıtı değildir.<br /><br />Yalanın hakikate hiç bir etkisi yoktur.<br /><br />Milyonlarca yalan uydurulabilir ama hakikat tektir.<br />σ<br />a lie is not opposite of truth.<br /><br />lies have no effect on truth.<br /><br />there are millions of lies, but truth is one.</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-38032406339664740282023-12-20T06:02:00.000-08:002023-12-20T06:02:01.947-08:00yarın yok<p> do your best now</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-82198730185980702302023-09-29T06:22:00.001-07:002023-09-29T06:45:42.091-07:00knock knock - çat kapı girdi ve sıyırdım dedi çıktı<p> You don't belong here.</p><p>Sheep belongs here. Wolf. Stone. Oak belongs here. You do not.</p><p>There are "things" that belongs to this planet, and other things created by your kind that do not.</p><p>Know thyself.</p><p>...</p><p>Buraya ait değilsin dostum.</p><p>Kuzu buraya ait, kurt, tuz ve çakıl taşı buraya ait. Sen değilsin.</p><p>Bu dünyaya ait şeyler var. Olmayan şeyler de var; sen ve senden öncekiler tarafından yaratılan.</p><p>Kendini bil.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0XX63+3W Shimonoseki, Yamaguchi, Japan33.9602101 130.954851833.945970801205647 130.93768566230469 33.974449398794349 130.97201793769531tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-50368857921538966522022-02-18T06:14:00.000-08:002022-02-18T06:14:49.679-08:00Prelude<p> Let there be truth, nothing but the truth.</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-22216931012451031482021-03-15T05:22:00.000-07:002021-03-15T05:22:19.634-07:00Neden et yemiyorum? -iç ses-<p> Et yemiyorum, çünkü ihtiyaç duymuyorum.</p><p>2008'te bıraktım yemeyi, o zaman için çeşitli sebeplerim vardı felsefi bir arka plana sahip. Açıklamaya zorlanıyordum çoğu zaman, soyut kalıyor ve bir o kadar kişisel. Ama bu akşam birden kafama dank etti yukarıdaki cümle, et yemiyorum, çünkü ihtiyaç duymuyorum.</p><p>Bu benim için böyle, ama başkaları için durum tartışmaya açık. Mühendisim, bütün gün masa başında oturuyorum, fiziksel aktivitem bisikletle işe gidip gelip, ara sıra koşmaktan ibaret. Ağır fiziksel aktivite varsa işin içinde, ete ihtiyaç duyulmasını anlarım, sporcular, askerler, ağır işçiler ve bir nebze çocuklar. Bundan ötesi zevk, çoğu insan zevk için yiyor yani, ihtiyacı olduğu için değil.</p><p>Yani olayın bıçak altına yatmayla bir ilgisi yok, önünde sonunda hepimiz o bıçağın altına yatacağız, adı ister neşter olsun, ister "orak". Vakti geldiğinde biçileceğiz.</p><p>Acı da bu işin doğası dostum, acı var, olmasının bir sebebi de var. </p><p>Asıl dert burada kanımca tutsaklık. Çifliklerin durumu içler acısı, bu canlıların bir çoğunun varoluş nedeni başka bir tür canlının zevk ve keyfine meze olmak. </p><p>İnsan egosu bunu rahatça kaldırıyor, bu da bir gerçek. Ta ki o an gelip, egonun bir adım ötesine çekilip ona dışarıdan bir bakış atabildiğinde hissedebiliyor o sızıyı. O empatiyi. </p><p>Evet, dünyanın durumu da içler acısı, insanlarının bir çoğunun varoluş nedeni... Neyse, anladın sen onu.</p><p><a href="https://youtu.be/nJAMhDJh74Q" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Mapusam ey</a>...</p><p>Memleketime sevgilerimle, sizleri unutmadım.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-19162593758027331092019-11-23T07:28:00.000-08:002019-11-23T07:28:07.565-08:00FermuarTitreyerek soyunuyorum, demir ökçeli ayakkabılarımı ve fabrika tulumunu üzerime geçiriyorum. Çoğunluğunu taşeron şirketin filipinli, brezilyalı işçilerinin oluşturduğu bu soyunma odası prefabrikten bozma ve herhangi bir ısıtma sistemine sahip değil. Yan dolapta her zamanki gibi parfümünü sıkan Oyama san, 40'lı yaşlarının sonunda, aksansız japoncasına rağmen saçlarını sarıya boyaması ve biraz da tombulca olması bana başka bir milletten olduğu izlemini veriyor ama bir türlü sorma cesaretini bulamıyorum kendimde. Kafamda yine binbir düşünceler, kendi kendime yine aynı replikleri saydırıyorum, bak oğlum diyorum, hayatının bundan sonrasını burada, bu insanlarla, aynı işi belki yüzbinmilyon kere daha yapıyor olacaksın belki de. Bunu kabullenmenin zamanı gelmedi mi artık. Hem o kadar da fena sayılmaz ya, bak bu kadar insan on yıllardır yapıyor bu işi, demek ki oluyor işte, zaman bir şekilde akıp gidiyor...<br />
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Tokyo. Bir Ağustos vakti. Nasıl olmuşsa başvurduğum işlerden birinden bir yanıt gelmiş, son iki senedir gece gündüz javascript, nodejs, react üzerine tırmalamam bir işe yaramış, aracı bir şirket üzerinden ilk görüşmemi skype üzerinden yapmışım. Görüşmede bildik şunu bunu yaptımın dışına çıkıp adamlara kafamdaki bir kaç yenilikçi fikirden bahsetmişim, etkilenip ikinci görüşmeye çağırmışlar ve fikirlerime dair bir sunum hazırlamamı istemişler. Verilen süre çok kısa olmasına rağmen canavar gibi çalışıp hazırlanmış, bir gece öncesinde Yoko'ya sunumu yapmışım. Görüşmeye 1 saat öncesinde gelip, 5 dakika uzakta bir kahvede kahvemi içip, son hazırlıklarımı yapmışım...<br />
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Kalkma vakti, 10 dakika var görüşmeye, tuvalete gidiyorum. işimi görüp çıkmak üzereyken.. Fermuar çıt diye kırılıyor. Hayır takılma, sıkışma, bir tarafta kalma falan durumu değil, metal zımbırtı bildiğin ortadan ikiye kırılıyor lan.. Ne yapacağım.. Gömleği üstüne çıkarsam saygısızlık olacak, hem kırış kırış, kapatmaya çalışsam.. Bir yerlerden bir iğne falan bulup geçici bir şeyler yapsam..<br />
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Koştura koştura çıkıyorum kafeden, bir yandan telefonla Yoko'yu arayıp panikle soruyorum, Yoko ne yapayım, fermuar bariz açık, ortalıkta bir terzi vesaire yok, Yoko ne yapayım? O esnada ne hikmetse çantanın ağzı açılıyor ve laptop, kablosu vesaire dan dun ortalığa saçılıyor. bir yandan telefonda, kadıncağızın biri sağolsun yardımcı oluyor toparlıyorum ve kapatıyorum telefonu. Koşa koşa bir ara sokağa sapıyorum, terzi gibi bir şey gözüme ilişiyor, vitrinde kıyafetler falan var, belki bir firkateyn-adı bu muydu- vardır diyorum, içeride genç bir tezgahtar müşterisiyle konuşuyor, çat pat durumu anlatıyorum japonca, iş görüşmesi çok önemli, fermuar kırıldı, bir şey var mı? bir şey ama ney.. tezgahtar özür dileyerek yardımcı olamayacağını söylüyor. Apar topar görüşme yerine koşturuyorum, tam zamanında varıyorum. Aklımda tek çözüm, not defterimi çıkarıp ellerimi önümde birleştiriyorum, şaban oğlu şabanım, <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5K3IxINr7A" target="_blank">saygı tohum, eyy</a>.. <br />
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Neyse ki sunumu oturarak yapmamı istiyorlar, Yoko'nun son gece müthiş katkısının da yardımıyla etkileyici bir sunum yapıyorum, Ve 3. bir görüşmenin ardından -o da ayrı bir absürd hikaye; adamlar beni küçük çaplı bir öss sınavına soktu, işçi, havuz, karışım, kredi faiz permütasyon kombinasyon falan filan- işe alınıyorum.<br />
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Ve şimdi ne mi yapıyorum. Akıllı gemi tasarlıyorum.<br />
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Hayat. Gün batımından şafağa. Dört nala. Nefes nefese. Her nerede, ve nasıl yaşanıyorsa.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-9376616701710827102019-05-17T00:26:00.001-07:002019-05-17T00:26:16.321-07:00İnan'a sesleniş<a href="https://inanma.herokuapp.com/" target="_blank">Neredesin?</a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-76597179221008273792018-12-21T07:59:00.003-08:002019-02-27T20:48:15.484-08:00Shadow, Günah ve Gnosis.<span style="background-color: white; color: #14171a; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Assasins's Creed Odyssey oynuyorum bir süredir. Geçen hafta Yoko ve çocuklar müze gezisine gittiler, biraz rahatsız olduğum için evde kaldım ve oyuna verdim kendimi. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #14171a; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Normalde bir askerin yanına sessizce yaklaştığınızda size F Öldür E Bayılt seçeneklerini veriyor, oyunlarda mümkün olduğunca öldürmemek prensibimdir -niye oynuyorum kardeşim o zaman bu tür oyunları</span></span><span style="color: #14171a; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">- ama nedense bu defa önüme geleni kesiyorum. Neden? Neyse. Kalenin içinde bir çadırda uyuyan bir subay görüyorum, yanına sessizce yaklaşıyorum, bir an E'ye bassam mı uyuyor herif nasılsa derken artık alışkanlıkla F'ye basıyorum ve karakterim uyuyan atinalı subayı bir boğaz kesme animasyonuyla öldürüyor.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #14171a; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Pişman oluyorum ama artık çok geç, üstelik de subay bir kadın çıkıyor. İçten içe rahatsız oluyorum ve sonrasında diğer askerler için E bayıltma seçeneğiyle devam ediyorum. İçimden başka bir ses F'e bas F'e bas dese de. Evet öyle bir ses de var.</span></span><br />
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<b><span style="background-color: white; color: #14171a; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">everything depends on how many individuals are conscious and as a result do not project their shadow onto others." </span><span style="color: #0099cc; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span class="tco-ellipsis" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span></span><a class="twitter-timeline-link" data-expanded-url="http://a.co/12OGxQX" dir="ltr" href="https://t.co/qGDZmTcgtL" rel="nofollow noopener" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); color: #0099cc; font-family: "Segoe UI", Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; text-decoration-line: none; white-space: pre-wrap;" target="_blank" title="http://a.co/12OGxQX"><span class="invisible" style="background: rgb(255 , 255 , 255); color: #0099cc; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 0px; line-height: 0; white-space: pre-wrap;">http://</span><span class="js-display-url" style="background: rgb(255 , 255 , 255); color: #0099cc; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">a.co/12OGxQX</span><span style="color: #0099cc; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span class="invisible" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 0px; line-height: 0; line-height: 0; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span></span><span class="tco-ellipsis" style="background: rgb(255 , 255 , 255); color: #0099cc; font-family: "segoe ui" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span class="invisible" style="font-size: 0px; line-height: 0;"> </span></span></a></b><br />
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Marie-Louise Von Franz'ın -Jung'un öğrencisi- yukarıda anlatmak istediği özetle her insanın bir gölgesi-karanlık tarafı- olduğu ve bilinçsizce bunu diğer insanlara yansıtıyor olduğu. Küre filmini izleyenler hatırlar, Samuel L. Jackson habire Denizler Altında 20000 Fersah okuyordu ve kitapta birden ortalığı saran deniz analarından ödü kopmuştu, sonra gerçekten deniz anaları sarıverdi etraflarını, küre bir şekilde yansıtmıştı kafasındakileri.<br />
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<i><b>Solaris.</b></i><br />
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Dün gece Fas'ta iki iskandinav dağcı kadının çadırı basıldı ve kafalarının kesilerek öldürülmeleri tüm dünyanın izlemesi için yayına verildi.<br />
Ruhları şad olsun:<br />
<i>Lord is my eternal light, I shall need no more. He lets me lie down in green pastures, She guides my path through quiet waters. Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no darkness. For Lord is with me, Her sword and His star, they comfort me.</i><br />
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Benzer bir kaç tüyler ürpertici eş zamanlılık deneyimim daha oldu, bu ilk değil. Sanırım demek istediğim...<br />
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Yeterli bilinçlilik seviyesine erişirsek, içimizdeki karanlığı dışarı yansıtmayız ve yeryüzü daha aydınlık bir "<i>simülasyon</i>" olur.<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-30601770162963724262018-03-30T06:12:00.003-07:002018-03-30T06:12:54.077-07:00İbrahim Ötesi khal-El'e dair*<br />Kimsin sen.. Nesin?<br />
Bak!<br />
Güneş batıyor..<br />
Ve ufkunda yıllandığını düşündüğün o kadeh, artık boş.<br />
Eski tadı yok diyorlar, şarabın..<br />
Ama yazmalı, evet, şimdi okumalı!<br />
Bir ejderhanın kanadında, en dipsizinde üstelik,<br />
Şimdi İbrahim olup, "hiç"e uçma zamanı...<br />
<a href="https://otekiyayinevi.com/urun/hic-sinir-otesi-tumceler/" target="_blank">*</a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-11522540988001752252017-09-22T16:34:00.000-07:002017-09-22T16:34:41.793-07:00Özün eğriyse yola zararsın<br />
Koş Çağdaş koş.<br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Trene koş. Trenden in, trene bin. Otobüse koş. Otur, soluklan.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Dolabın kapağını aç, soyun, kostümünü çıkar, giyin. Dolabın kapağını tut, sertçe çarp.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Koş Çağdaş koş. Kart bas. Yürü. Sallan, zıpla, hopla, tamam hazırsın.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. 10 dakika ara. Koş Çağdaş. Otur Çağdaş. </span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">10 dakika.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. Yemek arası. </span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">40 dakika.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Koş Çağdaş koş. Sıraya gir, yemek ye. Koş tekrar, tuvalete çık.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. 10 dakika ara. Koş Çağdaş. Otur Çağdaş.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">10 dakika.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. Sök Çağdaş. Tak Çağdaş. Bitti Çağdaş.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Koş Çağdaş koş. Kart bas.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Dolabın kapağını aç, soyun, elbiseni çıkar, giyin. Dolabın kapağını tut, sertçe çarp.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Otobüse koş. Trene koş. Trenden in, trene bin. Fumiko anne seni bekliyor. Arabaya bin, otur, soluklan.</span><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: x-small;"> </span></i><br />
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Derin bir nefes al Çağdaş.<br />
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<span style="color: white;">Rabbime şükürler olsun.</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0Nagoya, Aichi Prefecture, Japan35.1814464 136.9063979999999734.9737089 136.58367449999997 35.3891839 137.22912149999996tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-68765286567542730862017-08-30T08:46:00.002-07:002017-09-02T06:02:39.546-07:00Kuzey'e uçalım dostum, varsın kanatlarımızın bizi taşıyamadığı yerde düşelim. <i>Çekilen günler kutsaldır.</i><br />
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Japonya'da ilk sabahıma sağanak yağmur altında koşarak başladım, donuma kadar ıslanarak ve "her adam çıplak doğar" diye haykırarak.<br />
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Yağdı, yağdı, yağdı. Üçüncü günün sabahı saat 1 gibi Yoko'nun telefonu acı acı ötmeye başladı. Japon erken uyarı sistemi bulunduğumuz bölgede toprak kayması olabileceğini, bu nedenle herkesin yakındaki bir ilkokula sığınması gerektiğini bildiriyormuş.<br />
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Bulunduğumuz yer sık ormanlarla ve dağlarla çevrili yemyeşil bir kasaba. Sadece güney doğuda bir tepe jiletle bir parçası kesilip alınmış, tehlike de buradan kaynaklanıyor zaten. İnsan Japon da olsa insan işte.<br />
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Line (whatsapp'ın uzak doğu versiyonu) üzerinden aile ve komşuları arasında devam eden kısa bir muhabbet sonrasında evde kalınmaya karar verildi, yattık uyuduk. Sabah ev yerinde duruyordu.<br />
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İlginç ayrıntılar var, bizde mutfaktaki el bezinden biraz büyükçe bir havluyu banyo sonrasında tüm bedenini kurulamak için kullanıyorsun. İlk gördüğümde oha bu ne lan demiştim, şimdi o bez parçasıyla tüm bedenimi kurulayabiliyorum. Sormayın işte, oluyor bir şekilde.<br />
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Japonca öğrenmek için paralıyorum kendimi. Çok yavaş ilerliyor, oldum olası ağır adamımdır zaten zeka ve fiziksel beden söz konusu olduğunda. Duygular söz konusu olduğunda ise benden hızlısı zor bulunur, elit bir taktisyen olduğumu rahat iddia edebilirken, strateji konusunda gelişmeye açık olduğumu (!) söylemem bundan. Strateji sonuçta sabır işi. <i>Pişiyorum.</i><br />
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Ayağımın tozuyla işçi bulma kurumuna gittim (Hello Work diyorlar burada, çin işi japon işi). Mülakata girdiğim hatun Japonya'ya gelişimin üzerinden henüz 1 hafta geçtiğini duyunca şaşırdı biraz, Japonca istemeyen sadece 2 iş ilanı vardı, biri basic conversation ( En basit düzeyde konuşma), diğeri greeting level (selam, aleyküm selam), greeting level olan için bir görüşme ayarladı sonraki haftaya.<br />
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Bugün o görüşmeye gittim ve işe alındım. 1 hafta boyunca kasaba kütüphanesinde hazırlandım bu işe, evden iş yerine 1 saatlik yolda Yoko'yla çıkabilecek tüm soruların Japonca üzerinden geçtik. Japonya'ya ne zaman geldin, neden geldin, en son iş deneyimin neydi, hangi çalışma saatleri sana uygun, fazla mesai yapar mısın, gece çalışmak uygun mu, işe nasıl gelip gidebilirsin falan filan..<br />
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Sınava girer gibi görüşmeye girdim, adamın tüm sorularına yanıt verdim, yetmedi benimle aynı zamanda mülakata giren Kolombiya'lı bir genç için de tercümanlık yaptım. İnsan Kaynakları yetkilisi Japoncan iyiymiş ya falan bile dedi ama alakası yok tabi. Kolombiyalı genç de Japon'la evli, eşi Avustralya'da okurken tanışmışlar, iki aydır Japonya'da, pek konuşamıyor haliyle Japonca'yı.<br />
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İş yerim Sony'nin üretim merkezlerinden birinde, devasa bir üretim alanı, çalışacağım şirket bu komplex içinde ama taşeronvari bir şirket, elektronik malzemelerin tamiratına odaklı bir şirket, hem Sony'e hem diğer markalara taşeronluk yapıyor.<br />
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İK'cı eleman giydirdi bize özel gömlekleri, ayakkabıları fabrika içinde yürümeye başladık. Bildiğin fabrika ortamı işte, parça parça televizyonlar, cnc tezgahları, elektronik bir sürü alet edavat, mavi gömlekli işçiler falan. Yürüdük yürüdük, bir bölüme geldik, tezgahlarda elektronik kartlar, lehim makinaları, devreler falan, adam döndü bana, burada arızalı akıllı telefonlar tamir ediliyor, tamir edilemediğinde geri dönüşüme sokulmadan işe yarar parçalar alınıyor, hani cv'inde elektronik mühendisi yazıyor ya, yapabilir misin bu işi dedi? Dekiru? Ulan elime en son havyayı ne zaman almıştım? İSU'da? Sene 2004 falan? El becerim de felakettir ama.. Amaan, salla ya. Dekiru, dekiru. Yapabilirim.<br />
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Yapabilirim.<br />
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Adam kafasını salladı, döndü yürümeye devam. Başka bir bölüme geldik, burada yepyeni kartlar var, eleman Kolombiya'lı çocuğu eliyle gösterip bana döndü, burada yeni cihazlar var, tüm bilgisayar kontrolleri yapılmış, piyasaya gönderilmeden önce insan gözüyle son bir kontrol yapılıyor, bu arkadaş da bunu yapabilir mi dedi? Söyledim elemena, yapabilirim dedi. Tsujikawa-san yine kafasını salladı yürümeye başladık tekrar. Görüşmede ufak bir detay aklıma geldi, Kolombiyalı arkadaş gözlük takmıyordu ama Kolombiya'da takıyormuş sanırım, merdivenleri inerken de sanki biraz ağır davranıyordu gerçi ama ulan lens diye bir şey var sonuçta, neyse. Sonuçta elemanın işi benim iş düşünüldüğünde baya bir kolay gibi görünüyor, ben lehimdi, kondansatördü, dirençti falan uğraşırken eleman karta gözüyle şöyle bir bakıp tamam ya da devam diyecek.<br />
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Dönüşte Victor Luiz ve ben saatlik 1000 Yen'e işe alındığımızı öğrendik, elemanın işinin daha kolay olmasını gece vardiyasını kitleyerek dengelemişler, ben 8:30-18:30 çalışırken o ful gece mesaisinde olacak. Durumu anlattığımda şöyle bir güldü ve "bu iyi bir başlangıç" dedi.<br />
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Kaderin garip bir cilvesiyle mesleğimin özüne döndüm, general olmaya bir adım kaldığını düşündüğüm bir dönemde er-erbaş donuna büründüm.<br />
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Ve evet, bu iyi bir başlangıç. <span style="color: white;">Rabbim utandırmasın.</span><br />
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<i>Şafak?</i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-25772503197963502942017-06-09T04:45:00.000-07:002017-06-09T04:45:25.085-07:00Serçe'nin DüşüNeyi kesiyorum?<br />
<i>Ben'i.</i><br />
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Ne zaman kesiyorum?<br />
<i>Şimdi.</i><br />
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Neden kesiyorum?<br />
<i>Olmak için.</i><br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-4226429673931767912016-09-22T12:12:00.003-07:002016-09-22T12:12:46.343-07:00Sincap Kafesi (3 Faz, 1 Nötr)Cenneti arzulamadığım için, cehennem beni korkutmuyor.<br />
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Bu dünya bir sınav; geçebilirsem ait olduğum yere dönüp, esas görevime başladığımda yüklendiğim sorumluluk buradakinden daha az olmayacak.<br />
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Korkular ve arzular aynı kaynaktan beslenen ve birbirini besleyen iki havuz. Kaynağı tümüyle kesersem yaşamdan -sınavdan- kaçmış olurum.<br />
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Kaynağı -yaşam- sınırlayıp, havuzda biriktirdiğimde seçici olabilirsem, dönüş için bir şansım olur.<br />
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Az zehirlenerek ve biraz kirlenerek.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-27377128697123211422016-08-23T10:50:00.000-07:002016-08-23T10:50:03.470-07:00Statement by InsiderKaynak:<br />
<a href="http://www.godlikeproductions.com/">http://www.godlikeproductions.com/</a><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am a member of an Elite Family who you despise...ask me a question</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9/24/2005</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">and
I will answer them in short.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Because
I can.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What´s
an "Elite Family"?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">That´s
how most are calling it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Families
who for a long time have been ruling the people who are not from
these bloodlines.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">what´s
your thoughts on "peak oil"</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is known within certain circles that it is manufactured.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Earth is producing more oil/gas than is being used now even believe
it or not, it is a natural process "the more</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">you
take, the more it produces to balance itself".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Study
the bees and the way they produce honey and you will understand.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">On
top of that there are many places with large amounts of natural
resources which never have been touched.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
agenda?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
think you know.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">what
commonalities do the bloodlines share?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Understand
that "bloodlines" have been chosen to rule, it didn´t just
appear out of air.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
souls which incarnate into these bloodlines who rule are picked by
Divine Law.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Other
things don´t have to be mentioned.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Sorry,
OP. No one rules me...never has!</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A
little old saying:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
perfect slave is the one that says "I am not a slave".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is like an alcoholic saying he isn´t an alcoholic so therefor he
will always be an alcoholic.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Get
my drift?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Where
do you elites store your mentally ill relatives caused by centuries
of inbreeding?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is a myth that inbreeding always causes problems.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
the 2 persons who procreate carry genes which are of better quality
than the rest....</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">why
have you allowed us to breed like rats if population is what you feel
threatens you?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
We haven´t allowed that, you have more power than you think you
have.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
Population does not threaten "us" in any way, shape or
form....again a myth.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q
by the forum owner:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am curious what a member of an ´elite family´ thinks of GLP.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So
what do you think?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
more divided people are, the easier it is to rule over them.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Making
them believe they have a sword in their hand which they think makes
them powerful and able to fight "the</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">dark
sider" while it is just a toothpick.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
have to be very careful who you give that imaginary sword to,
Trinity.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you know that not just spoken words but also written words emanate a
frequency which have a direct effect?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
I would say that a vast majority of the written words here are not
helping the cause you think you are fighting</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">for.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
is your religious affiliation?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Religion
is created by "us".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
religions which rule now are the ones that are under total control.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
can´t give out to much about this but
Christianity/Judaism/Islam/Buddhism are a bit off, let´s say.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is a core of truth, but it is drowning in a sea of perversions....for
you to pick out, good luck.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
we believe in does not matter but it is about serving the Divine Law
which was passed onto us.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
about the world economy?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">One
thing conspiracy theorists are right about is that it is based on
money that doesn´t exist, never existed, never</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">will.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones who own the banks also own the media and politics, so it can be
portrayed the way they want you to</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">believe
it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">When
will the wheat be separated from the chaff?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Or
do you want to get rid of the wheat and leave</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
chaff for your slaves?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Whichever,
when will it happen?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">(tired
of false dates,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">please
be honest this time)</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
know 100% sure there is no end time, at least not like it is being
portrayed everywhere, be it religion, media, etc.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
place was never meant to end the way it is being described.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
will be a time when everyone will be released but that is not a mass
event, but rather 1 by 1....work on</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">yourself.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">4</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I´m
curious to know why the Elite do not lead? They seem to be more of a
parasite on society.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A
fish in the ocean can´t see that birds are flying in the sky.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Have
you or any of your family members ever participated in an occult
ritual and, if yes, what was the nature of it?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Rituals
have a meaning which cannot be understood by most.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Rituals
are there to connect with the higher beings who govern this realm.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
are doing our job.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<br />
</div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Accidental
Stoner</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Those
were many questions....</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Most
I would answer yes, some no.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Don´t
believe all that "gurus" tell about us and you will do
fine.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">do
you consider the prevalence/success of organised crime families and
syndicates as a massive failure of your</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">colle3ctive
will?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
are there for a reason.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
aren´t as succesful as they look though, they are broken.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
do you continue to attempt to control mass consciousness by by
spreading fear though every outlet available</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">5</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">to
you.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
not set the knowledge free as was intended long ago, the written word
is spreading the wings of truth.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
sword has been given to the sheep, and the day of reconing is soon at
hand. I believe in no law of divinity or</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">hierarchy,
we are all equal unto th eyes of the creator and for that must you
answer in your time.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
meek are inheriting the Earth presently, I pray for you.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
that was the aim, it would be done in an instant.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
do not understand what this world we live in really is.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have no questions. I do however have a statement.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
time of reckoning is at hand.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is not.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">it
goes..the best slave is one who thinks he is free.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">13..ultimately
it is all a matter of genes, n´est ce pas?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">do
you understand self-cloning?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">do
you agree that the planet is replete with false allies and false
enemies?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">That´s
not how it originaly goes....about the slave.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you read carefuly you will see.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Last
question has a yes as an answer, there are also no real allies or
enemies.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Op
IF you are indeed who & what you say you are, then you will know
that you and your ilk are in big trouble...</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Your
time is short and those you belong to,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">who
are in our space quadrant as we speak, already know it! I imagine
they are a tad busy right at this moment.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
of course you must keep up appearances even when you know you fight a
losing battle.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Personally
I will be very happy to see the day... and it is coming, sooner than
you think ;)</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">6</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is no end of time.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A
long time ago, the people did ALMOST manage to take over, and then
bad things happened on earth to those</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">people....what
are you seeing now?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
you really living on the planet you think you are?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
"higher beings who govern this realm", do you serve them?
By what names do you call them? Have you ever</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">seen
them? Where do they reside?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
penetrate everything and they are benevolent.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">dang
insider you skipped my question about what really hit the
pentagon....does that mean you aren´t going to</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">answer
it?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Does
it matter what hit it?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Too
much question dodging</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
did not sign a contract which says I have to answer everything.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
questions do not need an answer and others do not mean a thing
eventhough you think it does.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
will be back tomorrow.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9/25/2005</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Statement
by Insider:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
strange that some of you who talk about love, light and peace are the
ones who 2 sentences later cuss and talk</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">about
murdering others, smirking about it being soon..</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
you sure you are on the "good" side?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
who is Natascha?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">For
the ones who are a bit smarter than that, ask away, I will answer the
way I choose to.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Before
you ask the question, force yourself to think outside the box that
was created for you by others...ask a real</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">question
that you thought about, formulate it in detail.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">For
the others, if you could leave out cussing, hate, bigotry and
prejudice (which is based on your gurus´ amazing</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">wisdom),
it would show you are a bit more evolved from the peasant stage.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
will not answer all questions, sometimes because it is obvious if you
think about it or parts of it have been</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">answered,
other times because I do not have the obligation to do so.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">7</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">so
is bill gates more elite than you?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">how
about queen elizabeth?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">are
you an arab?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">can´t
you control the oil instead of the arabs?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones you know the names of are not true bloodlines like you have been
taught by theorists. They are not the</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">ones
who write the symphony, neither conduct it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones you mentioned and other known names merely play the violin or
cello when they are told to, the way</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">they
are told to.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
does not matter what race I am, has no effect on anything.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Oil
is already under full control like all natural resources.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
does visualization work?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
does not work for everybody, you have to reach a certain stage in
your development.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
means living by strict rules, applying them to everything you do in
life, in detail.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Most
humans do not have the discipline nor temparence to achieve that
stage.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
here talk like they can, but I know even without knowing anything
about their lives that they are further</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">away
from it than they think.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"Visualisation"
works because it is an essential way of the creational process in
this material universe.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Universe is a living entity who uses it´s Mind to create and the
beings created from that may have that same</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">power
to within their boundaries.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Now
the question is, who is using Icke?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">and
better question... Why?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Icke
has a core of truth he is trying to pass.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
he does not realise is that this actually works against him.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
reptilian part was fed him by the ones who work for the bloodlines.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">In
a period of 7, 8 months he was bombarded with "victims" who
witnessed shape-shifting, satanic rituals, etc. in</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">such
a way he could not refuse to not believe it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Sometimes
the "witnesses" were lead to him a few times a day,
depending on his location.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Others
like Icke (and there are more than you think) have been fed similar
stories.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Really,
I am not reptilian.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
answer why does not have to be answered.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">8</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Hello
Insider!</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
you part of the Divine Brotherhood? Are you ME? Are you he who
manipulates the Matrix? Enquiring minds</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">want
to know, cuz I´m thoroughly confused. You say we despise you, but I
could not imagine despising any Being</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">from
the Devine Realms! Then you act like your part of the "elite
bloodline" on Earth, but what would bloodlines</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">have
to do with the Spiritual world? Again...I´m confused. Could you
clarify? Just what IS the Elite of whom you</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">say
we despise, and yet who apparently has all the "inside scoop"??</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">sigh</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Sammie</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
are confused for you have accepted the other versions of the "truth"
and you think you have a sight of the big</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">picture,
but what I say dismisses huge parts of it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is a misconception about bloodlines....obviously, the questions that
are being asked here prove that.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
there is a reason for that, and it serves an important purpose.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
manipulate this world only as far as we are allowed to by the Divine
Law.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
provide you with tools and then it us up to you to determine how you
use it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Tools
can be used in a maliscious way but noone is forcing you to use them
that way....you are choosing yourself.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So
despising the ones who provide you with the tool that you voluntarily
chose to "sin" with is about you trying to</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">camouflage
your tracks.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
get what you deserve, that is how this universe works.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
do our duty, so do yours.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is a very old saying...unrecorded in open history--"the devil
doesn´t know he´s the devil...he thinks he´s</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">God."</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Wrong.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
actually states that humans who worship the "bad" think
they worship the "good".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"You
do not understand what this world we live in really is."</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-----------</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Care
to elaborate on this statement...?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Regards,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Further
Considerations</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Only
if you formulate the question and understand that certain questions
need to be answered by yourself only not</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">others,
otherwise they have no purpose.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Hey
13 --</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I´m
not coming back to your planet next time.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Smoke
on that.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
gave you the impression that when that time comes, you have a say in
that?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
is the reason that your people came to this planet?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Almost
the same reason you came.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Now,
what "elite" family does anyone know well enough to
"despise"?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Dubya,
is that you?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">To
clear this up once and for all....the Bushs are not bloodline.....in
fact, they are your kind who wanted to be</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">worshipped
by your kind.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
will sum it up again in short, the ones that have known faces/names
are not directly bloodline.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
are not the composers/conductors, they just play the flute the way
they are told to.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Bushs,
Clintons, Sharons, Arafats, Hitlers, Dalai Lamas, Mandelas, Blairs,
Gores, Chavezs, Ghandis, Kennedys,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Lennons,
Dylans, Einsteins, Michaelangelos, Popes, Ceasars, Aristotles,
Herodotus, Akhenatons.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
all play/played their part the way they are/were told to.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">These
people who love recognition and praise of your kind would not be
allowed to be in the same room with</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">some
people I am related to.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q
by forum owner:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Insider,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">10</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Rather
than give them a sword (or a toothpick), I give them a canvas and a
pen.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
words as you say have vibration and effect.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
though yes many that are written here are contrary to the ONE, some
ring true.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is those few, that matter most.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
was recently asked by a friend of mine,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"what
do you do when you have mastered the game?"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
seems like a question that would apply to one in your situation as
well.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">My
answer was, "save as many as you can".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am curious to know, What is yours?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
it has an immediate effect it is not a canvas and a pen anymore but a
sword...an imaginary one but nonetheless a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">sword.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
it is not working the way you think it does.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
say most are contrary to the One and that is true, in fact almost all
is contrary.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
you say because of the few that ring "true" it is worth it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
cannot have 2 contrary essences at the same time/place eventhough
they may have the same spring.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Which
means one of the 2 is not present here....do I have to tell you which
one that is?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">About
mastering the game.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
does one know they have mastered it?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Does
someone else tell them?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">See,
if the "master" is not really a master yet he acts like one
it will mean he will make errors.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
will have flawed thoughts and act accordingly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">People
will start listening to him and adopt the flawed opinions and way of
living.....eventually he will do more</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">harm
than 1 bloodline actually has the power to do personally.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Hence
why "leaders" have been created for you who "have
mastered their game".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Jesus
of Nazareth is a nice example.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
was created, this human has many worshippers and they have murdered
in his name and still do (Bush).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Jesus
of Nazareth was not a master of the game, he was a puppet being used
in the game and he still is serving the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">agenda
among you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So
you might think you are saving as many as you can like him but are
you really?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
would I answer the question "what do you do when you have
mastered the game?"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Checkmate.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
Earth a prison?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">11</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Yes
and even worse.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones who believe the contrary will never escape.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why,
oh why would an alleged member of an "elite family" waste
one minute minute of their time, or give</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">credence
to the cespool that is GLP?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Bloodlines
are not robots who all act the same.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
are confusing the ones who you think control you with others.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Now
on the population reduction... We have a few brewing like AIDS...
however, it has been my feeling that the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"release"
of a bio, will be in a timely fashion cloaked in chaos from another
event. What say you on that?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is no plan to reduce the population, that is fully in the hands of
the people.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">However
certain events have been seen as just that while they are serving
another purpose....a misconception.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Just
because it comes across like population reduction does not mean it is
exactly that.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Really,
if the goal was population reduction, it would have been done a long
time ago in a span of a few weeks.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">In
fact the opposite is more true in most areas on this planet.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
you said could happen but it would be done by the ones who control
the lower areas.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones up higher do it through the daily items you consume.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Was
Yahweh an extraterrestrial negative entity? Or was he a fiction
invented by the Jewish fantasy factory during</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
time the Greeks ruled Palestine?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
the name of an entity is public, it means it is fabricated.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Yahweh
used to represent an age where mass-control was taking shape.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Ah,
so Mormons are the only ones who are barking up the right tree.
Authority and all that.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">No.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">12</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1).
Don´t you get sick and tired of the lack of real quality in the
Music and the Movies?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">With
your power/money/influence why do you not prime the pump with some
really good stuff?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2).
What are the three things that have you concerned about most
regarding the upsetting of the applecart? [Things</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">that
are beyond the direct control of the PTB that you are scrambling to
prepare against]</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3).
Who owns and runs the show on planet earth? Please list the major
player groups who actually answer to each</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">successive
level beginning from the top down. Descriptions are fine if you don´t
want to divulge names. Is it like a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">pyramid,
or is it a number of factions vying for power/control?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">4).
What is the real story on the greys and are they still major players
currently?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">5).
What do you fear the most?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">6).
What is the real story you haven´t told us because we haven´t asked
yet??</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
The ones who search hard will find the gems in Music, in fact they
are out in the open.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is not our duty to enlighten you, that is yours.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
hand out the tools that can be used in the way you choose to, "good
or bad".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
Nothing to do with us but with the puppets.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3.
The shape of a Pyramid yes, but people forgot the underground
chamber.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Top of the Pyramid is not the top.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">5.
Fear is based on physical impulses, the physical is not important.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">My
full-blood Italian maternal lineage traces back to King Charles I
(Charlemange) but by name, Count Dotto</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Dotti
who was the captain of the archers for Prince Phillipe (King Charles
IV) and who was part of the coup to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">secure
the ´secret´ from the Merovingians and the Knights Templar. I won´t
discuss the secret, which I am sure of,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">but
I don´t understand why you operate in the fashion that you do and I
operate in the fashion that I do then as a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">result.
This does not mean that I am of any particular bloodline that is part
of the ultimate that you speak of, but my</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">life
is far more progressive than anyone that I know scientifically and
professionally regardless of the economy</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">(change
thereof coming shortly). And I do see the ´illusion´ all around me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Explain
this please.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have explained it a bit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Your
lineage is not what you think it is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Charlemagne
(like other "kings") merely played the flute, like his
descendants do now in politics especially.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">However
if there are traces of the lineage within you (and this goes deeper
than just blood and genes as you know)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">then
obviously you will understand your surrounding better than others.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
are people who are directy linked and they will act differently.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">13</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you think Insider that</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
current battle is in two stages. Now, on the etheric. And, a thousand
years from now, on the astral, once all the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">HEart
people have dropped their physical bodies and HAVE GRADUATED TO
HIGHER LIFE FORMS, THE</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">NEXT
BEING THE ASTRAL. Then,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
whole show starts all over again, with different players.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
are confusing a few matters.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is just 1 struggle and it is now, here on this planet and on a
personal level....meaning you only.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is no enemy you can attack except yourself.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you are busy attacking something else, you are wasting precious
energy and you will fail.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you succeed, there will be no struggle anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Dear
Insider,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
state that we have the tools to work with. Can you tell us some of
them, something to work with so we may</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">free
ourselves?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
agree that we are on a prison planet. I thought more like a Zoo,
where we are being observed and studied. But</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">if
we are on a prison planet, than I must understand that we truly have
no free will. Correct?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Thank
you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">#3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
tools are in your hands, around you, everywhere...it is even being
drawn out of you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is your duty towards yourself to reveal them to yourself and then do
as you please with them....there is always a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">consequence.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Prisoners
still can determine what they do in their prison with the tools that
were provided to them, they can decide</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">how
to walk in the yard, how to talk, think...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
have free will therefore you suffer and are aware of your suffering.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Dear
Insider,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Thank
you for answering my first two questions and your time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
should have asked this question with the first two, but alas I do
now. Why give me tools to escape a prison?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Sounds
counter productive to what a prison is for.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">14</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have known that the PTB are puppets moved around by hands that we
cannot see, nor may ever see, but why</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">make
them look and act (seemingly) stupid or at the least illogical? Are
you wanting a revolution?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
you are saying is that the war is within - not without - though TPTB
seem to want us to think it is without -</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">why
distract us? What is it that they don´t want us to accomplish?
Freedom?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
yes, I am reminded everyday of my suffering.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Thanks</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">#3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
are neutral and doing our duty which many times comes across as being
negative.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you observe closely you will see we merely spreading the tools which
can be used by you to free yourself or</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">chain
yourself, your choice.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Divine Law has a purpose for you and it is not on this planet.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Prove
you are worthy again to be released.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
distraction is part of that.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is about knowing who is and who is not.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones who support any of these known faces are failing.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
sounds like you are cautioning Trinity against giving full reign to
freedom of speech? Is thi correct?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
may do as he pleases and accept the consequences in the bigger
picture.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
is your interpretation of the Divine Law and how can I make peace
with myself?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Knowing
yourself and where you really are, are the 2 most important issues
that you should be involved with.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is your task to find out.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">In
fact, if someone gave you the correct answers, it would not mean a
thing to you for they would not be attached</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">to
you in a way they would if you would have found them yourself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you find the answers to those, you have accomplished a huge part of
your duty towards yourself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">After
that your task would be living according to the Divine Law which is
revealed to you after that stage untill</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">departure.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
may be back tomorrow, maybe Tuesday.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9/26/2005</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Question
to the insider (AC 13):</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
you familiar with the Black Nobility?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have traced and linked all ancient royal families of Europe and the
Middle East still present to this day. I</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">know
their names and their connections to power, wealth and influence
across the world.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
can even identify the very person who is the potential Anti-Christ
(he has all the correct makings - a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">wonderful,
benign young man who has yet to realize his full potentiality as a
world leader). The Black</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Nobility
love this young man.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
lastly, are you a small part of the Black Nobility, Insider?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Dark Nobility is a faction which operates on their own, they have
different roots which have been described in</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">texts
written by my ancestors.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is a much smaller group than most would claim, because the core is
different to the "outer walls".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
are the ones which you all confuse with my kind and therefor direct
the hate towards the wrong ones (as</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">shown
in this thread too by the lesser intelligent).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">About
the Anti-Christ....there are at this moment literally billions of
Anti-Christs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am not one.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
will find them among Christians, Muslims, Jews, Atheists, Satanists,
Agnostics, Buddhists, Hindus, etc.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
don´t need a leader to be more Anti-Christ.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have to make clear that The Christ has nothing to do with Jesus of
Nazareth, that part was later fabricated.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Gnostic
number 13,do you subcribe to the view,that our dualistic reality
provides excellent opportunities for souls</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">to
develop unconditional love,so they may transcend our dialectic
universe,rather than escaping from it?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you also believe in the law of balance and karma,allowing a soul to
be king in one lifetime,a beggar in the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">next?
If so,it doesn´t really matter whether you´re a member of the
elite,it may be a unique experience on soul</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">16</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">level,as
unique as any role in society,as long as the soul progresses.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
the historian Laurence Gardner a powerful member of the elite as Icke
claims,or is he just an average guy with</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">access
to hidden information? Thanks for your communication,Insider.(hope
this thread isn´t a practical joke by</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">some
juvenile person.Trust you´re for real)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is the task of every soul to accomplish that while in this human
shape.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is a part that can be called escaping which will be followed by
transcending....if failing, reincarnation.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">However
the word "love" is misunderstood....it is not meant to be
the love in human terms which humans are</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">enslaved
by.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">That
is the corrupt version of the real one.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Divine Law controls what is called karma, but it is much broader and
"harsher" than people want to accept.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Example:
someone who gets cancer and dies a slow painful death deserves it,
that person is being corrected, it is</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">for
his own good.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Sounds
"harsh"?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">That´s
the way it works.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Just
because it comes across as negative in this realm does not mean it is
negative in the big picture.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
you are talking about (reincarnating into the opposite of your former
life), there is no universal law which</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">states
that will definitely happen.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Reincarnation
is a fact though, but if you achieve your task there is no
reincarnation, no need to experience all</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">levels
of life on Earth for they are mainly pointless to experience.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Gardner
is one of those persons who wants to be praised and recognised by the
people, so he gets it in return for</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">some
favors (spreading misinfo which here and there contain the facts,
which hooks people).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
was initiated in certain levels but it is not as in depth as one
would think (including himself), he is clever</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">though.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
is a member of at least 6 "societies" (although 3 of them
are closely linked and could be seen as 1, so 4 at least)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">but
these have only as much power/control as you the people give them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">People
like Icke are giving them more power unknowingly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am real.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
this because Christians teach that individuals should be under the
control of a God who is holy? Or should I say,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">one
who judges right and wrong?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Christianity
is about idolising a human called Jesus of Nazareth first, which is
an abomination.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Christians
teach what they have been told to teach by the ones they oppose.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
can tell you who the 4 individuals were who wrote the Hebrew old
testament and the exact date, if it suited me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Same
about your new testament which was gathered by 6 people from 2
different areas.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
why do you misspell simple words such as ´malicious´? I find that
very interesting.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">17</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">English
is not my native language, not even my second nor third, maybe fourth
and I type fast without checking so</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
can answer as many questions as possible in a limited amount of time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">On
top of this I just realized I have to type even faster because the
proxies I use disappear.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
do you choose to speak Now?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
of us have the task to do it within certain boundaries.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
do you suppose certain knowledge in past times was suddenly there?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Luck,
chance, coincidence?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Questions</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">0
- What is this Divine Law you talk about?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1
- Why do you MANIPULATE this world?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2
- Why do - YOU - manipulate this world?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3
- How do you know who is allowing you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">4
- Is your job given to you or taken by you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">5
- Are you a Human Being?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">--------------
YOU AGAIN -------------</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"The
Divine Law has a purpose for you and it is not on this planet. Prove
you are worthy again to be released."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">--------------
ME AGAIN -------------</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
know it and i can feel it. There is a purpose for my life.. But I
don´t even know who i am let alone that i know</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">what
my purpose is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">6
- How is this knowledge gained? By hard work or does it simply happen
to one?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">7
- Do you know the purpose of yur life? If so how did you learn about
it?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Regarding
the planet we live on:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">8
- On which planet do we live? What is the Planet earth anyway?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9
- What can you tell us about Mohammed (pbuh)?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">18</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">0.
The Divine Law is the manifestation of the Will of the Superior One
which not only creates everything that</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">exists
within this universe but also maintains, nourishes, balances,
energises and renews it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
also reigns in other realms, including the realm you originally
belong to.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
+ 2. I have answered this many times, it is our duty.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3.
+ 4. Rituals have a purpose.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you are doing something which was not allowed or doing a task which
was not given to you, you will suffer</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">during
these rituals.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">In
your daily life you will notice it too.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Emanations
have many forms and one who knows about these matters will have no
trouble recognising with whom</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">he
is dealing with and what the message is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">5.
I am like you present in this human shape.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">6.
This has been answered by me in a previous post, in short you have
the duty to "gain it".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Temperance
will lead you to the rightful place from where it all starts.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Before
this you must know yourself and what this place is (where most people
go wrong), otherwise your thoughts</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">will
be filled with error which will lead to erroneous ways.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">7.
Yes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">These
matters are not passed on to you in detail by someone, that actually
will lead to the opposite of what needs to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">be
achieved (hence my way of answering, understand this).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
can be guided up to a certain point and then it is up to you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9.
Looking at the way you summon his name I assume you are a Muslim.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is a "sin" to worship/idolize/praise humans who were part
of this planet in any way, shape or form, including</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">when
talking/writing about them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
by adding those letters in brackets have just done that, elevating
his name up to that of higher beings.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A
human is corrupt while on this planet.....each and single one of
them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A
"death" does not change the personality one had and leave
behind here, do not feed it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Praise
and prayers may only be offered to perfect beings.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Muhammed
was like Jesus, Mozes, Abraham, Buddha, a human who was lead to
believe he was a knower, or like</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">mentioned
earlier "master of the game".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is very easy to make humans believe they are enlightened and know the
truth...and then thinking it is their task to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">wake
up others.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
was used and his legacy is still being used to divide people, just
like the other</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">religions/ideologies/"philosophies".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2
of his closest assistants were servants of the bloodlines, 1 of his
wives was too (bloodline servants were also</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">assistants
of Jesus, Buddha, Mozes, name them all).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">After
his death it was made sure by these 3 that his followers would be
divided which was the main thing</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Muhammed
was told to be against.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So
Muslims who believe in seperate streams of Islam are actually
rebelling against their own "prophet"....and that</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">would
be pretty much all Muslims.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
kuran has a core of truth but it is floating in a sea of perversions,
together with the other "holy" books.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
was written by 4 individuals from 3 "countries" 1 being
western, 2 middle-eastern.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Insider
13 are you Antichrist?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">19</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Jesus
of Nazareth is not the Christ, nor is anything I have said
Anti-Christ.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones who claim the opposite are.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So,
is a family where the children are naturally born with this ability
*viisualization*, part of the ´bloodline´?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">No.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">In
fact someone who has no connections to these families whatsoever can
have this ability too.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
ability is there for everyone to receive.....you have to dial in.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is being provided by the Divine Law to everything that searches for
it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
tried to make this clear earlier.....the blood/genes/etc are not as
important as they seem.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
physical realm is weak and it cannot affect the Divine.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Someone
with no connections to the families can be affected by Divinity in
such a way that he could surpass</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">anything
the bloodlines ever could achieve combined.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Certain
individuals get born into the bloodlines to be able to reign over the
people under certain circumstances, that</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">is
what the bloodline mainly is about.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">To
me Elite means those who place money before people or any real values
at all....and those who hold office</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">either
because they can buy it or inherit it regardless of whether or not
they are qualified.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
just skillfully described your kind, not mine.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">are
you a Rothschild? Here is my question, although petty in light of the
many questions posed to you on this</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">thread,
why aren´t the any of the Rothschilds listed in Forbes top 500
richest people.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you read closely you would have not asked this question.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones who are known in public are not in control, the Rothschilds are
at the same level as your Knights</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Templar
ancestors were....you shouldn´t be proud that you are from that
lineage by the way.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">These
known families/clans/societies are merely dancers to the tune.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
to answer your question, no I am not a Rothschild.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Which
family am I from?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Most
here talk about the bloodlines who rule, yet they do not know who
they are.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
wrongly assume they are the Bushs/Clintons/Rothschilds/etc. because
some theorists "researched" it and</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">some
"insiders" told them by providing evidence.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am from a ruling family whose name rarely has been mentioned in
history, noone will even know who we are.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">20</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Second,
you accepting Forbes as a reliable source for these kind of lists
shows you are easily manipulated and do</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">not
grasp what is happening.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Worthy
....an interesting word. Are you expecting those of us who know about
the world of polarity and try our</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">best
not to play the polarity game, to believe that we need to be worthy?
In whose eyes? It can only be our own.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Whatever
happened to the idea that ´the Universe is within us´? Gaia and all
other dimensional ´realities´ are</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Illusions,
No? So the prison is an illusion, right?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">p.s.
Baby, and btw, we DON´T HAVE FREE WILL ON THIS PLANET....perhaps you
slip is showing?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you know who manufactured this new age nonsense you just promoted?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
this prison is a "true illusion", get out then right now, I
dare you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is not like in the movies.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
play the victim part.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
do not even accept you have free will, therefore you will always be
ruled over, never prevail and deserve</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">everything
you get according to universal laws.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
may be back tomorrow.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9/27/2005</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Statement
by Insider:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Test</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Before
I start, I have to say I cannot see all posts, some are blank so I
may miss questions.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
so ask again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Refrain
from asking the same questions over and over again, first check the
thread, check my answers, I do tell</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">about
areas which were not asked about but may have been on your mind, read
carefully.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">...and
if these beings are LUCIFERS...?????</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">answer
in 5 words or less, pleze</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
used 12 words and 1 number, without realising it you started a part
of a ritual...are you a "being of lucifer"?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Different
beings have different characteristics which makes it easy to identify
them during rituals.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
it was a "malicious" being guiding me, I would not be
talking in the way I do.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Someone
who is lead by "malicious" forces cannot utter/write
certain words, phrases without it affecting him.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
ones who are lead by them also cannot accept hearing/reading certain
things without getting overly</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">21</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">mad/agressive
(see the thread for examples).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
is when "malicious" beings are present:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Everytime
you cuss, talk negative, plot a scheme, get violent, utter lies,
support murder, get sexually aroused, get</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">afraid,
get jealous, even laugh out loud, being overly joyfull (so all
related to emotions/passions/desires), they</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">appear
near you.....one, two, three, or more of them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"Malicious"
beings are from this realm, this is their home.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
cannot hate them for they are doing their task, their rightful duty
and it is connected to your</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">behaviour....understand,
you are the perpetrator, they react.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
never instigate, you do.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you do hate them you are missing an important part of the
reality....respect them up to a certain point.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
will also show you are conscious about them and that will be
recognised.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
type "malicious" because they are not malicious, they only
appear to you in your manufactured perception to be</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">so.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">People
are perpetrators who play the victim part.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1
How does real conciousness interface with this prison?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2
What are the techniques to break the hold of the interface and "free"
the conciousness?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1
+ 2. Depends what is meant by real conciousness and interface, from
where I stand they could be almost the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">opposite
of what you may mean.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Real
conciousness is what is provided to you when you are in tune with the
Mind of the Universe which operates</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">according
to the Divine Law (they are not the same like many are lead to
believe).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
Mind penetrates everything, it rules over everything, so if you would
connect with it you may experience it´s</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">unlimited
power.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">No
prison can confine this power, hence there will be an escape, you
will be guided up to a certain point, yet most</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">work
is to be done by you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
that is just the beginning, much work lies ahead concerning yourself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have explained a few times as far as I am allowed to how to connect,
at least how to start with it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
truly is up to you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
would hesitantly add that studying ancient texts will help (although
a lot is filled with perversions and wrong</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">translations,
intentionally) but this only after a certain level of awakening, you
will recognise/remember the small</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">parts
which are true.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you are not on that level you will take parts of the
perversions/wrong translations as the truth (as a few show it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">here,
especially 1 religious stream) and fail.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:Care
to tell us which it is? You some sorta good guy who gives up tools or
do you rule over us?? DId you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">change
your mind or what??</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Neutral
means in the terms I used, neither negative nor positive, merely
providing the tools you can choose to use</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">as
you wish....you are the perpetrator.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Or
would you say I control every aspect of your life, every hour, every
minute, every second and force you what to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">think/say/do?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">22</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
not be mad at the wrong individual.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
it necessary to know why we are here to escape, or just work out
where we are?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
the answers to be found "inside" or by "joining"
soocieties, or by appealing top divine intervention, or all</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">three?,
or none.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
have answered no other of my questions, I hope I have not offended</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is necessary to have a view of the whole spectrum, when it is partial
it will be like looking through the window</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">while
it is partially covered with a curtain.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
do not know what is behind that covered part therefore cannot act
accordingly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
covers the whole spectrum?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Understand
this place, what and where it is, know what you are, how you came
here, why you came here, how to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">return.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Prepare
yourself for the answers, cleanse yourself, reach out for the Mind,
speak (within-"with-out") that you are</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">ready,
live strictly according to the answers.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
not join "secret societies", never, whatever the
circumstances are.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Also
no religions, including the new age, do not accept human</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">gurus/prophets/priests/rabbis/imams/popes/fortunetellers/"mediums"/dalai</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">lamas/politicians/authors/scientists/"celebrities"/parents/etc.
as legitimate authority on Divine matters....on other</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">matters
it is your choice to accept or decline, however accept the
consequence.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
only need yourself and the Divine, no intervention by others in
bodies....again, no intervention by anybody.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
your father asks you for a glass of water to show if you care for him
and are disciplined, do you bring it directly</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">to
him or do you take the glass of water to your neighbor and ask him to
tell you what it is that your father really</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">asked,
while the neighbor did not hear it and now is drinking the glass of
water himself?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Am
I also a neighbor?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have not touched the glass of water, I opened the door and told you
to go back to your father.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">No
one has offended me, people offend themselves.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
would be offended if what I say was against the One and if it is, I
shall pay.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
answer the questions from where I left and type as much as time
allows me.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Sometimes
I skip a question because it has been answered, other times the
question is irrelevant and now also</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">because
I can´t see all posts.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So,
what are your comments on NESARA/PLANET X/POLE SHIFT/FIRST
CONTACT/SECOND COMING?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Who
or what is behind these fairy tales and why?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">NESARA:
counterproductive to you personally in the long run.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">23</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">PLANET
X: does not exist anymore like so many planets, moons, stars,
galaxies.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Their
demise however always brings forth something, which means they never
stop being part of the whole,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">playing
their part.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">POLE
SHIFT: it happened 2 times to my knowledge, in the 2nd and 3rd era,
if necessary it will be done again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">SECOND
COMING: you returning back to where you belong after you have
succeeded, which means a second</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">coming
cannot take place on Earth for you do not belong here.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">People
who are waiting for a "saviour" on Earth to do all the work
for them are all failing.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have noticed some Christians have gotten angry and are attacking me
on a personal level by damning me, it is</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">their
choice.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
talked more about Christianity than other religions because the
questions gave room for that.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
would say and have said similar things about the other
religions/ideologies when asked about them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
interests me is this: if someone takes the time and trouble to follow
up the leads and clues left in numerous</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">books
and legends, and sorts out the wheat from the chaff, what then? If
that person puts into practice what they</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">have
learnt, do they come closer to the truth that the bloodlines
evidently have access to?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Yes.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Again,
the bloodline is only important for ruling over people, it is not
about having a special power that makes one</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">more
aware, although the knowledge is being passed on so therefore it
appears like that.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
this knowledge is not hidden, the Truth cannot be hidden, It wants to
be known by you, inviting you every</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">moment
of your life.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">That
is the reason why It through the ruling powers is being provided to
you accompanied with perversions,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">corrupt
additions. to confuse and make you accept the latter.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is not 1 written book which contains the Truth and nothing but the
Truth.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Pick
It out and live accordingly to It, incorporate It into every aspect
of your life....that is the hardest part for</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">people
for you have to float above this physical/material world while being
in the body that dictates the opposite.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
close to the truth are the writings of Neale Donald Walsch in his
Conversations with God series?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
you in any way related to the Bird Tribes mentioned in Ken Carey`s
Starseed Millenium books?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
there much truth in the writings of Sheldan Nidle of
http://www.paoweb.com/ ?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Native Americans have preserved knowledge succesfully but nowadays
(and the last century orso) it is being</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">presented
in an erronneous fashion.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Integration
is "working".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">About
the authors mentioned; like I posted before it is not in your
interest to accept human</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">intervention/advisors/salesmen
between you and the Divine.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">24</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
may say certain things which are true, yet it will never be complete.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Noone
on this earth has the power to "free" any of us. Noone
outside this earth sees a reason to free any of us. The</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">divine
source itself (if there is such a thing) is waiting for us to free
our own selves, individually. There will be no</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">"mass
ascention" no "mass enlightenment" and "we the
people" have all been duped by "we the people" into</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">prolonging
our sentence here. We can stay here in this place for eternity if
that is our choice, and we have created a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">belief
system that allows us to do so.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
would leave out the sentences "Noone outside this earth sees a
reason to free any of us." and "(if there is such a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">thing)".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">About
the first sentence, there was a time when there were beings who had
the power to do it but that was not their</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">task.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
The Divine Source IS....there is no "waiting", "wanting",
etc.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
are on the way, the other post showed that too, but living it is an
important part of the task.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
by Divine Law, Christ was sent here to correct the situation.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Yes,
but Christ did not descend into the body of a human called Jesus of
Nazareth, 2014 years ago on March 20th,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">almost
2 hours before sunrise (which is the secret time of birth of your
"son of god").</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Christ (which has a different "real" name but I will use
this name here) appeared once, just once, and this was</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">in
another era, not even close to our era where Jesus of Nazareth also
lived in.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you know who keeps the knowledge about the real Christ alive?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And
do you know who keeps the knowledge about the fake christ(s) alive?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
opposite of what you are thinking.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
do all elitists worship lucifer the liar and deceiver?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Billions
of people on this planet are serving their own corrupt
material/physical/mental/emotional desires, are they</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">all
elitist?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
there currently a family feud between the "higher beings"?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
higher beings are not in physical bodies, they have no "feuds",
they are not under the control of this realm</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">25</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">therefore
cannot suffer from this.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
are referring to human bloodlines and I reckon it is pretty obvious
from what I have been writing here what</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
answer to your question is....their always have been some who do not
do their duty.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am from a minority.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">People
do not see a difference between the factions.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Red
Chinese get HAARP retaliation for Rita: Super Typhoon ** Eye for Eye
**</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">?????????????????????????????</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
about this`???</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
not pay attention to the "world events", they are all
orchestrated to make you pay attention to them.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
struggle you should pay attention to is on a personal level.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Comment
by Insider:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Charlane,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Reading
what you wrote:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
You are not acting/talking like one of that lineage, which is a good
thing because they were ignoring their task.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
means that subconsciously you have disattached yourself from that
lineage (eventhough consciously you may</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">not,
this is important to understand).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
have passed a certain level which I did too almost 11 years ago.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
You excelling in certain areas is not just genes, they have a bit
different purpose.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is about what I mentioned above.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Il
vecchio sentiero è vicino *The old path is near*</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Comment
by Insider:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Oazaki
/ Hiko Seijuro / Aiki-Mei,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Before
accepting a certain knowledge, you have to investigate where it comes
from.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you know where the "knowledge" that you just typed out
comes from, when it was released, how it became and</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">by
whose hands?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">More
importantly, who controlled those hands documenting it?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am saying this with the best of intentions.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you knew it, you would not have posted it in that fashion.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Investigate
the roots of what you said and see for yourself, it is for your own
good.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Knowledge
does not just appear out of nothing, it is passed on, always...there
are no exceptions.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">26</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And,
you´re part of an "elite family", that we despise, yet, no
one has ever heard of you?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
would we despise someone(s), that we don´t know of?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Why
do we despise you?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
we even know that we despise your family?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Or,
is it because of what you know about what we consume on a daily basis
that we would despise you, if we knew</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">what
it was?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">and</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
the ones we know the names of are not the "true bloodlines"
and you say that you are a member of an elite</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">family
whom we despise, then you are inferring that we know you, in order
that we may despise you. How can this</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">be,
if the "true bloodlines" are the names and faces of people
we do not know? Is it more the nature of your</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">presence
we despise or the position you take in life we despise? And, if that
is so, then do all people despise you or</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">just
those who do not know or understand your true intent and/or nature?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Last
time I will answer this one.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is about the misconception about who rules.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Terms
are being used which do not apply to my family yet they are part of
the ruling.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
flawed perception of the nature of the presence and the flawed
perception about the positions which lead to</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">affecting
the lives of people...again, you are in control.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">One
cannot despise others because of one´s own lack of understanding
about the matter, yet that is exactly what</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">happens.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I.e.
wrong target, wasted energy.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">And,
who/ or what do the "elites" answer to?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Everyone
answers to the One eventually.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Comment
by Insider:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">BTN
nli,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Answering
certain questions or elaborating on certain issues will have the
opposite effect of what needs to be</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">achieved,
it will not help you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Omar,
who was near him during death but denied the death occured (gaining
time) and one who was close to Abu</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Bakr
and lead him to Omar´s speech when he returned from Medina....the
wife is more important though.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
does not matter anymore, it has been done.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
do not use email and my presence here will end within days.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you have any connection with the Annunaki that the Sumerians wrote
of?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">27</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">How
close to the truth is the book The Illuminatus! Trilogy : The Eye in
the Pyramid, The Golden Apple,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Leviathan
by Robert Shea and Robert Anton Wilson?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
Moroni, who is mentioned in the Book of Mormon really an
extraterrestrial from the Pleiades and are such</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">beings
still interacting with humanity at present?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
are not here anymore, that was another era.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Their
knowledge was not theirs, knowledge is always passed on hence it
being present now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have not read it/them (?).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
it is getting critical acclaim and being promoted heavily, you know
what time it is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
may contain some truths, but they will be floating in a sea of
perversions.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">No
one is saying that authors are doing it knowingly by the way.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
do (praise and recognition loving ones, the ones who "sold their
soul"), some don´t and the latter get noticed</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">and
promoted because it serves them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Nothing
is easier than to write a best-seller book/hit album/movie script if
you know what the highest promoter´s</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">agenda
is.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Mormons
are like the other religious people controlled by the ones who
controlled their "prophets/sons of</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">god/angels/saints/etc".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">In
this realm a Soul which was in a physical body once can not become an
Angel, the Soul cannot transform into</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">that,
again in this realm, I repeat that firmly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Yet
it is claimed that Moroni was resurrected as an Angel in this realm.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Mormonism
has a core of truth (like the other religions), so reading the texts
will not harm you as long you are</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">cautious.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
are the foods etc that are used to control us? Is there anything we
should and shouldn´t concume that would</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">help
us to see the reality more clearly? What constitutes "temperance"?
- is it moderation in all things or more than</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">that?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">See
above for the food part.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is 1 part of the manipulation, it is used in combination with 6 other
methods of control in your daily life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you can "delete" a few from your life or have less exposure
to them, the effect will reduce dramatically, but this</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">is
not what will make you more self-conscious.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">These
methods are used to wear you out, lower your quality of life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
are interlinked.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
methods are:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
Food and drinks</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
Medication, "Health care" (include vitamins)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3.
Electrical waves (including your PC and cellphone, house electr.
network, everything chipped)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">4.
Media, be it TV-radio-newspapers-magazines-internet (the most obvious
method, yet the most enslaving)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">5.
Music, Sounds (different method than media, used in a different way
although most times through the media)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">6.
Air pollution</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">7.
Education system (including known literature which is mostly corrupt,
be it history, psychology,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">28</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">metapsychology,
"philosophy", art, science, poetry, religion, even fairy
tales told to infants).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Politics
takes these methods and bombard you with this every day and make sure
they are maintained.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
rule is:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
promoted/praised/applauded/critically acclaimed/free, be very wary.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Be
it food, medicines, latest technological product, "artist",
politician, musician, book, show, beverage, etc.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
of these allegedly "stand the test of time", that is
orchestrated for a reason.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Problem
is if too wary, you could miss a few gems that are deliberately
passed on in between the manipulation</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">tools
by some.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
are a few other methods (societies/cults/sects, people policing each
other, etc) but the above 6 are the core</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">which
has been promoted since the French "Revolution".</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Temperance:
conscious form of restraint based on self-knowing to achieve inner
order of the Soul (which is the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">unseen
you as a whole, the Soul is not a part of you, you are one).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Restraining
the emotions/desires/passions/energies does not mean cutting it off
(that will harm you, beware), but</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">channeling
them to work for higher causes after taming them gently.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
all does lead to a sober life, yet simpler, filled with gifts because
you fully become your own master, instead</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">of
your emotions/desires/passions dictating you how to be.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Simultaneously
with this process you will be cleansing yourself and will be ready to
be enlightened by the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Universal
Mind.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Be
like that which you want to connect with as much as possible.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
do you have friends who you meet, from outside the bloodline?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
Do you feel empathy, hate or remorse?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
Yes, but it is not a wise thing to know many people.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
The body forces you to experience emphaty, hate, remorse and all
other emotions, together with desires and</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">passions,
to confuse you, make you forget yourself, become a dumbed-down
version of yourself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
have their foundation in this material/physical world.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
more you let them be your masters, the stronger you will chain
yourself to this world, which is contrary to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">your
duty, yet do not loath them, respect.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
channel them to a place where they can be used for something
substantial.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So
I am asking HOW does one re-connect with the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">divine
source? HOW does one rise above this prison?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
reckon my answers today have covered that, if not to you personally
ask again, I shall answer tomorrow.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">29</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I´m
not saying each of us IS God, the Ultimate Source, but we are our OWN
god due to the fact that we CREATE</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">our
own reality!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
say you Insider?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
partially described free will and the impression it can give you,
nothing more or less.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Also
the word "love" has many traps, especially the way you used
it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Re:
earth is a prison ... Are you referring to Light trapped in matter?
If yes, then I´m beginning to see all the points</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">you´ve
alluded to so far.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-----------------------------------</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Trapped
would be the wrong word, it would imply that the Divine had wrong
intentions.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Rather,
contructed in a way so... or envelopped through...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Comment
by Insider:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">p</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3nd3r,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
of the things you described are directly linked to the powers of the
Universal Mind.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Like
I said, everyone can pick that up.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you can it means you are at a higher stage than others, however
beware of how you use it, it is not yours, not in</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">this
realm.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Also
it could be a deceiving beginning of something else which many people
experience.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
reckon 2 rituals would initiate you and let you truly see what it is
but when the time arrives you will be guided to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">them.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">they
include the sheik in the desert whom Jesus encountered during his
travels and from whom he received a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">blessing.
Would you happen to know anything about that?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
know some people which Jesus of Nazareth "happened to encounter"
were insiders.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
3 kings being the first right after his birth, which were actually 5
but 2 were present in the background (the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">number
3 in the story serves a symbolic purpose like so many things, read
slowly).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
gifts were the symbolistic artifacts (some ancient) which through
rituals would initiate him into his chosen</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">task,
for this he needed to travel to certain places.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have said a few times and I will repeat for the last time, he was not
the real Christ, he was made to appear like</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">one
by being guided throughout his life up to his death, and after that,
the documenting of the words (which started</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">long
before his death, although rewritten again at a later time to
release).</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
5 kings were present too during his crucifixion and Jesus of Nazareth
knew, he would have responded</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">30</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">differently
if they were not there.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Jesus
of Nazareth was always aware that he was being guided by them, in
fact he sometimes actively searched for</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">them
and other insiders.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">He
gave up on 2 occasions but was guided back.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
´Elite´ are making it (oil) look like it is being constantly
restored, but are actually storing it. I`d appreciate</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">your
thoughts on this.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Candace
Frieze`s writings</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Earth is storing it untill they get used, the ones in power just tap
into it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Although
there are some factions (above the puppets) and they are responsible
for the misconception most have</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">which
you described together with the statement that the resources are
disappearing.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is the way I described in the former post.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
writing has some errors.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1.
The Annunaki are rulers from a different era, they are gone and
replaced by others.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">10.000-15.000
years from now (yes, the Earth will be still alive) people will find
texts about the rulers of this era</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">thinking
it still applies to theirs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Those
texts have been written for the major part already.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2.
If what was written in this text was true, it would mean that at the
moment the Earth, "star friends" and Angels</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">would
be now rebelling against the Divine Law of the One.....which is an
abomination to even suggest (I had to be</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">very
carefull how to articulate that to not fall into the trap too).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
the person who wrote it does not restore it, she will achieve the
opposite of what she desires and taking many</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Souls
with her who accept this.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Again
accept no human intervention between you and the Divine.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">3.
The struggle is on a personal level, that means you only can do it,
do not wait for "saviours".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">My
only question now: Is it really THIS simple? I will not give away
what you have knowingly or inadvertently</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">revealed...
I know now that what you say is true: This cannot be told, it must be
discovered, for it has no power if it</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">is
revealed to one.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
this the reason there is so much secrecy? Not so much that people
won´t find out because it is an "just for the</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">elite"
but rather, that if they happened to be TOLD it, instead of
discovering it they would never have any chance</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">of
escape?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Truth wants to be known by you, it is It´s main goal, inviting you
every moment of your life, so to be</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">understood
by you It is out of Necessity simple and to be noticed relating to
Providence It is "in front of you".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
last question has a yes as an answer.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you did find It, thank the Divine Law, nothing/nobody else.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
journey just started, long path.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">31</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
may be back tomorrow.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">9/28/2005</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Statement
by Insider which is about testing the new proxy:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Test</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">1)Is
this simply an "upping of the ante" to test if I have the
will to continue, or is there in fact a force that tries to</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">keep
people in a sleepwalking state? A force that does NOT want people to
"be all they can be"?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
so, what is the best way to deal with it in your experience.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is connected to the operations of your physical body which rebels
everytime you reach higher to that realm.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Physical
body has the task to let you experience this reality and whenever you
search for the other, it resists.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is it´s duty so respecting it and gently taming it is the best
approach.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Also
beings will accompany your thoughts and try to divert them, again it
is their duty, show respect and that will</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">be
recognised by them.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Never
see them as malicious or evil, they only react to your actions.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is not a force which does not want you to be what you really are, the
opposite is true but they also have their</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">tasks
that they must fulfill.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
is about a material part of you.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Shall
we forget everything we know? Shall we simply let go of our own Ego
and accept a different paradigm</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">altogether?
THAT would be VERY difficult to do, as it has sustained us as
individuals in this life. hmmmm......</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Recollect
everything you used to know, devalue the things which were taught to
you since you forgot the former</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">and
return.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
advice do you have for raising a child on earth?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have no children nor will I have one.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
first thing a baby does when born is cry.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
does so because the Soul is conscious of what it has been born into
and is in a state of disbelief (you are more</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">conscious
of what you are and where you are during/right after birth than you
are now).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Soul makes the body cry because it is the first time it came to this
physical realm (although this is a very</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">limited
number) or because it realises it has returned through reincarnation,
after failing in the former life (which is</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">a
vast majority).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">32</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Soul itself is not the one crying (it is unfamiliar with these
functions in it´s original state) yet the impulses it</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">gives
makes the body cry.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
cries "without a reason" for days, weeks, months, untill
the consciousness has lost it´s power, be it through</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">natural
processes or the influence of parents and these days even
medication...</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">That
is when the human is truly born, after they forget who they are,
where they are, some forget faster than others.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
crying is different to the crying that follows after the first few
months, one can even hear it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Comfort
them during this crucial period of consciousness and make it known
that the One has gifted them with a</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">chance
to return back to the place they belong.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
will have an impact which will influence them for the rest of their
lives, subconsciously.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
time of birth was determined (as is the time of passing on), together
with the enviroment, parents,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">circumstances
of birth, health, etc...nothing is a coincidence.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
during puberty they get cut loose from certain strings and they will
be fully responsible for their actions,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">having
the free will to lead the life they want, they determine the quality
of it....they can even determine the way</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">they
pass on ("death") by the choices they make but cannot
change the time of passing on.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Just
a few areas of their lives will be influenced by the tools that the
parents have given them.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Most
of the child´s life will be based on free will, which will have very
little to nothing to do with parents, you are</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">only
important in the first 5-6 years of the child´s life so that is
where you can do most good.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Use
your intuition (not instinct, 2 different matters).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">When
becoming a parent you are rewarded with qualities (which concern
raising children) which where not</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">available
before, listen to them.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Every
child is different, respond differently but make them aware there is
more than they experience, that there is a</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Good
Source where everything/everybody flows out of for a reason and 1 day
they will return after realising their</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">task
here on Earth.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
not tell this all at once but over years and do not tell more than
this.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
done the right way they will start looking for it on their own for
the rest of life, which is their duty.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you present it to them in an obvious way (like religious people do),
you will achieve the opposite.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Musical
instruments were passed on in a different era for a reason and it was
not just to listen to other people</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">playing
them.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Education:
1 method of manipulation (I have listed the others).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
will be manipulated, but after puberty they have an important
opportunity to undo it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">They
will also get opportunities during the rest of their lives.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
cannot stop the manipulation, neither instigate an awakening, that is
up to the child and how it responds to the</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">tools
provided to it.....the Mind of the Universe following Divine Law is
always penetrating your child so it is</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">being
provided with the chance to awake every moment.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">It
is up to him/her.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
do you know of an advanced race who were (and some still are)
worshipped as gods?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you recognize any lords or deities?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is only 1 race at the present, not another special race that is above
the other, people are confusing different</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">matters
and eras.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
One is worshipped/praised as what you call "god".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
word "god" is a corrupt term, it would imply that you as a
human would have control over the invocated</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">33</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">higher
being (like before, I had to be carefull how to phrase it to not fall
into the trap myself).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
would say do not use it, but it is your own choice with consequences.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
One has many manifestations/emanations/characteristics which are
present in a hierarchy of beings with</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">different
workings but operating together.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">All
are incorporeal/immaterial although some may operate bodies in a
fashion different to ours, some by lowering</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">their
frequency which is actually emanating a form from themselves, may
appear in the material world.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">All
are praised for they are the One who creates the Good and they direct
theirs to the One too.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
people worship some humans as "gods", be it "prohpets",
"celebrity", sportsmen, politicians, autors, etc.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">which
is an abomination.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
do you eat? Where does it come from?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">What
nature provides directly.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have a greenhouse which provides me with certain vegetables/fruit
which sprang from uncontaminated seeds.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
have some healthy animals which provide me with meat, eggs, milk.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
get my water from an underground spring.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">For
you to know, bread can be bought at small independent backeries,
especially the "foreign" ones who do not use</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
same ingredients as the "natives", they are not free from
them but better still.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
of the food/drinks sold in these "foreign"-run shops will
be better for you than the ones sold in supermarkets.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
is not how the rest of my family lives, they have "servants"
which provide them with their needs with the</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">products
from their own properties/factories/farms/etc.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Insider,
what can you tell me about Nikola Tesla?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
you think he completed/failed his ´mission´ here on Earth?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">All
knowledge is passed on, Tesla´s was too to him, they are not his
original ideas.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">2
insiders passed on to him the knowledge, knowing Tesla would use it
to advance the plan (which was alive then)</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">to
gain control over the energy resources from certain bloodlines by
dimishing their value with "new" technology.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Tesla
made it public to the wrong people and ended the whole thing.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Clever
individual, not so clever human.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Insiders
from the minority must be vigilant, because of these kind of events.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
ther any wholesale events on the horizon that will translate into a
quantum leap in mass consciousness and/or</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">redefine
life and the way it is lived?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">No,
not like that.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">34</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">As
mentioned a few times it is on a personal level, meaning you getting
selfconscious yourself through the tools</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">available
to you, I have described some as far as I am allowed to.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
may be an event which would alter the way civilisation is perceived
now (it happened before many times)</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">but
that will have nothing to do with what you mentioned.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Your
duty towards the One and yourself still stays the same, no matter
what happens.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
not waste energy waiting for events, being generic and inanimate,
your stay will only be extended.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
might add this which may sound contrary to what I said but read
carefully:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">When
masses are made to believe something negative, they may create what
they did not want, which is how for</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">instance
the "NWO" like you people name it, works.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
are believing it is taking shape, so it will take shape and theorists
are major players in helping this taking</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">shape
by bombarding you with "facts" that it is taking shape.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Claiming
you are giving in power everyday, and they control you more...while
in reality you are in full control.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">So
the people who are "waking up" to it are the ones who are
creating it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Visualization
also works that way around.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">But
I repeat, even if these things would happen your duty towards the One
and yourself still stays the same.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Have
the husband/wife relationships of the "higher beings" been
compromised? Have those created to be together</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">by
the One parted ways because they reject their duties?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
so, on which side of this rift do you reside?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
your God the Self Existent One?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Again
their is confusion about Higher Beings and the Souls in bodies be it
bloodline or not.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Higher
Beings and Souls are different entities.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Higher
Beings do not enter bodies in this era (which lasted longer than you
think), they are incorporeal, do not</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">experience
this world like we do.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Souls
are corporeal, we are in this material/physical plane and experience
it´s low frequencies as reality, although</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">we
may float above it and experience the higher realm too.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
should talk about this briefly; you are not in the body but
encompass/envelop it while being present in another</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">invisible
body which consists of similar elements to the Soul (which is you)
yet this invisible body is entangled</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">with
the physical plane (this is very important for you to understand) and
connects with the visible body through</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">energies
transmitted by the invisible body to the brains, heart and areas in
the spine, hence we (as Souls) may</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">control
the body and it´s functions, making us experience this realm.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Souls
are dual, meaning you are also somewhere else, waiting to be united
in another realm.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Some
bloodlines refuse their duties just like non-bloodlines do, suffering
the consequences connected to it.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Many
bloodlines do not know either.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
"rift" is not were you think it is, it is on a personal
level, meaning me and you too.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
am from a minority within the faction which is getting smaller.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
explained why the word "god" is not used for it´s traps in
the meaning.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
One is Self-Existent, Pure, Good and indeed the One who creates the
Good.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">35</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Insider.
Are you saying here that the "old" ways were based on truth
and were correct? should we seek the old</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">ways
and follow them?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
being in harmony with the "Mother" something we should
seek?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Is
the Devine One more interested in our hearts or our minds? which is
stronger?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Were
the teachings of Jesus regarding love a message that we should pay
attention to?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
we stronger than you as a collective?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Are
we imprisoned here because of our "sinful" nature or
because of our lack of understanding.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-The
first appearences of knowledge are closer to the Truth than the
latter ones.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Think
of the ripple created in a pond when throwing something in it, the
further the waves get from the core, the</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">weaker
they are, finally stopping.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">4000
years ago is relatively young in this era.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Wrong
translations, wrong interpretations/additions, deletions will mislead
you.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Therefore
search for the Mind of the Universe which will enable you to pick out
the truths and later on directly</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">pass
it through.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-Being
in Harmony with everything the Divine Law is providing us with which
were designed to realise our return,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">without
interpreting it in human terms.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-The
Divine One IS, there is no "interested", "wanting",
etc. although It´s</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">emanations/manifestations/characteristics
may act according to the One.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">We
do not have a Mind, we may interact with the Mind which may allow us
to be become one with It.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">To
have something is owning it, owning means mastering it or having it
under your control at the least....we do not</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">master
the Mind, neither do we control It.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Most
confuse using intelligence with having a Mind while using the
intelligence is merely an operation granted to</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">us
by the Mind.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A
Soul does have different essences, it consists out of certain
"parts-covers" although it is 1 being.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">One
of them could be called the Heart, that which connects to the spring
of Life which keeps us alive, provided by</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
One through It´s emanations.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">All
essences are as important.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-Read
this slowly:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Love,
it is not to be understood in human terms, that is the corrupt
version.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
teachings of the real Christ are not the teachings of Jesus of
Nazareth although the latter adopted many from</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
former (I remember I would not mention it again but this context
needs it).</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
Christ has a different name but I will use this term because that is
what people are familiar with.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
message was there since the real Christ revealed Itself in another
era than ours.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Jesus
of Nazareth was part of our era.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
is a difference in the way it is being spread in Christianity and it
is corrupt.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Without
the appearence of the real Christ on Earth we would not know how to
return for the Divine Law which</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">through
the Universal Mind allows us to ascend, was revealed by the real
Christ.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Where
we are, what, who, how, why, when, all revealed by It in accordance
to the Will of the Good One and the</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">real
Christ should get all the praise, it is crucial.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">36</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Not
that It needs your praise, Higher Beings don´t need us for anything
in our present form, but it is a way to let it</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">be
known that you are conscious about It.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">You
need the recognition that It grants you.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-Divinity
can make 1 human be stronger in every way than all humans combined.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">-What
I am allowed to tell is that you are still here because of your lack
of understanding.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Do
not think in "us" but "I".</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
"us" will come later in another realm.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Q:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
the "Christ" came in another era, why did he fail his
mission?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">A:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">B</span><span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">e
careful with what you say, you are harming yourself.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
real Christ did It´s duty fully and succesfully, now it is your
turn.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you fail do not blame The Divine.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Divinity
is blameless in Earthly matters.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">When
you get sunburned, do you blame the Sun which maintains life on Earth
and beyond or do you blame</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">yourself
for laying hours doing nothing on the beach without protection?</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Statement
by Insider:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
will be my last post, it is done.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">This
was according to the Divine Law which is above my family or anyone on
Earth and beyond.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">The
minority passes it on when ordered by the Higher Beings, understand
this.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">There
are 2 undesired movements which were known to happen to me.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
would have stayed longer, although most areas have been covered.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
answered as much as I was allowed to in the simplest manner I could.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">I
had to write fast for a reason.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">If
you choose to:</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Thank
everyday the Good One where everything has it´s beginning for Being,
for It´s Divine Law providing you</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">with
a chance to return to your original state, the realm you truly belong
to, for It´s power of Necessity applying</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
justified corrections that you experience everyday.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Praise
the Higher Beings who operate according to the One´s Divine Law,
which are manifestations/emanations of</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">the
One, for providing the means of Life in all areas, sustaining them
and providing these means for your benefit,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">guiding
you to the release and more.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">When
addressing Divinity (read again) be careful to articulate well, do
not demand, tell, beg, order, suggest,</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">ask.....which
are abhorrences, just state and do your duty.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Understand
the questions I raised by answering you, I said more than you read,
pass it on.</span></div>
<div align="LEFT" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: Times-Roman, serif;">Return.</span></div>
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-14138467036107447222016-07-08T13:46:00.002-07:002016-07-08T13:46:53.220-07:00Everything That Rises Must Converge<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19.32px; margin-bottom: 6px;">
I hope Human Beings will some day collectively reach a point of maturity to clearly see that violance is not a solution for any cause on Earth but the sole cause of many conflicts currently we endure.</div>
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Alakasız bir iş e-mail'ime yanıtında havalimanı saldırısından dolayı duyduğu üzüntüyü paylaşarak ve bana yapılan saldırıyı kendisine yapılmış olarak gördüğünü vurgulayarak beni şaşırtan ve umutlandıran İtalyan meslektaşıma şükranlarımı sunuyorum.</div>
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Yanlız değilim ve yenilmeyeceğim.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-11759659051880969262016-06-17T15:41:00.000-07:002016-06-17T15:41:00.170-07:00kristal berrak<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19.32px; margin-bottom: 6px;">
Kars'taki Ahmet'in işlediği bir suç için Manisa'daki Mehmet'i çoluk çocuk Suriye'nin çöllerine sürmek zulümdür, ahlaksızlıktır, soykırımdır.</div>
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Soykırımdır, çünkü Mehmet'in, eşi Meryem'in, çocukları Ömer ve Fatma'nın ne için başlatıldığına dair hiç bir fikirlerinin olmadığı bir savaş ortamında hastalığın, kıtlığın, eşkiyanın insafına terk edilmesinin tek sebebi soy kütüklerinde yazan Mehmet, Meryem, Ömer ve Fatma isimleridir.</div>
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Benim bu konuda düşündüğüm, bildiğim, anladığım budur.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-39051537758431249742016-05-06T14:40:00.001-07:002016-05-06T14:42:36.877-07:00Kimimben dedi cekiçenPısırık bir çocuktum, zayıf, ince, kısa boylu, üflesen uçacak bir tip, ve biraz sevimli.<br />
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Fiziksel olarak yapabildiğim tek şey koşmaktı sanırım, iyi kaçardım. İyi okurdum. Sineklerin tanrısı, darağacında 3 fidan, boyalı kuş, savaş ve barış, dağın öteki yüzü, aklına ne gelirse.<br />
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Komşu apartmanın alt katına bir karate dükkanı açıldığında olay olmuştu, biz sadece yutkunarak seyretmekle yetinmiştik -parasızlıktan-. Bir de Bruce Lee'nin 33 bıçak darbesiyle ölmediğini bilirdik.<br />
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Fiziksel çabayı gerçek anlamda gözlemlediğim ilk örnek komşumuz Nevzat Abi'ydi. Belden aşağısı tutmuyordu, çok küçükken geçirdiği bir hastalık sebebiyle. Annesi Fatma Yenge'mizi çok erken kaybettik, çok severdim, gerçek anlamda kalbimdeki ilk yaradır.<br />
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Nevzat Abi ilginç bir insandı, body building çalışır, körfezi yüzerek geçer, iyi kavga ederdi. Arada biz mahallenin çocuklarını bizim dükkanda toplar şınav, mekik falan çalıştırırdı. Alman milli takımını çok severdi, Arjantin Almanya çekişmesinin olduğu zamanlar bu bahsettiğim, 80'ler.<br />
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Gerçek anlamda fiziksel bir disipline başlamam -yani salona gitmem- 2004-2005 civarıdır. Boksa ilgim vardı, Muay Thai'ye başladım. Hiç unutmam, hocanın gözdesi tekniği çok düzgün bir çocuk vardı. Bir kaç gün önce Kazakistan'dan bir kaç genç başlamıştı salona, Türkçe'yi çok konuşamazlardı. Akşam antreman dövüşü vardı, hoca tekniği düzgün arkadaşa karşı bir rakip istemişti, bu kazaklardan biri atlamıştı hemen. Tipine baksan çelimsiz, kara kuru bir şey. Bizim çocuk kaslı, soğukkanlı, kendinden emin. 5 dakika sürmedi, Kazak bizim çocuğun ağzını burnunu dağıttı. Hoca ayırmak zorunda kaldı. Tuhaftı..<br />
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Sonra Bülent Usta'nın o yazısını okudum;<br />
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"<i>İ kanjisi (japon harfi) "Durum" ya da "Varlık" anlamlarına gelir. "Ai" Uyum, "Do" ise Yol anlamındadır.<br /><br />Tarihsel dönemlerde Iaido'ya, Iaijutsu denilirdi. Günümüzde yerine göre iki ismin de kullanıldığı görülmekle beraber yaygın isin Iaido'dur. "Jutsu" Sanat, beceri anlamında bir kelimedir. Daha ziyade teknik ve fiziksel uygulama ve becerileri ifade eder. "Do" ise en kaba çeviri ile "Yol" anlamına gelir. Tabii bu düpedüz, üzerinde yürünen yolu anlatmaz. Do terbiye sistemini, felsefi ve mistik yaklaşımları, ruhsal gelişmeyi ve bunların yanısıra bir çok farklı fakat benzer kavramı ifade eden bir kelimedir. Türkçe'de tam olarak bilinip, anlaşılabilen bir kavram aranırsa Do kelimesini "Tarikat" ile eşanlamlı görebiliriz. "Tarik" kelimesi de de tıpkı Do gibi, yol anlamına gelen bir kelimedir. Tarikat, Yollar anlamına gelir. Mistik ve felsefi anlamlar ve uygulamalarla birleştirilip kaynaştırılan bütün Japon "Do"sanatlarının terbiye sistemi ve kendi konularına yaklaşımları, eğitimleri be hatta çeşitli Ryu (Ekol)'ları olması tamamen, yurdumuzdaki bildiğimiz dinsel tarikatlarla aynıdır. Şu fark vardır İslam tarikatları dinsel esaslıdır. Do sanatları ise Savaş sanatları esaslı olmakla beraber Budist felsefe ve ruhsal gelişme ile yakın ilişkilidir. Şayet ruhsal gelişme, konsantre ve benzeri açılardan ele alırsak Iaido öğrencilerinin kılıç savurması ile Mevlevi dervişlerinin fır fır dönmeleri arasında şekilsel olarak görünür farklılıktan başka hiç bir fark yoktur</i>.<span style="font-family: "comic sans ms";">"</span><br />
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Böylece "kılıç" ve "söz" hayatıma girmiş oldu. Ve Miyamoto Musashi'nin Go Rin No Sho'su;<br />
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"<i>No design, No conception</i><br />
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<i>In this method, when the enemy attacks and you also decide to attack, your body and mind turn into a single striking movement and your hands strike out of the Void naturally, swiftly and strongly. This is the 'No design, No Conception' cut.</i><br />
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<i>This is the most important method of hitting. It is often used. You must train hard to understand it.</i>"<br />
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Iai-do'ya başladım. Sonra Aiki-do. Ve son olarak Yi Jin Jing.<br />
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Zaman içinde kendi formumu buldum. Bu "form" yukarıda saydıklarımın hiç biri değil. Hiç kimseye ait değil. Benimle var, ben olmadığım zaman olmayacak.<br />
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Bu tekniğin tek derdi "ben". Beni kesmek. Beni kesiyorum, çünkü ben kusurluyum. Çünkü bu teknik içimdeki karanlığı, yokediciyi dengelemek için bulabildiğim en uygun yöntem.<br />
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Bu dünyada fayda sağlayabileceğim tek bir ruh var, o da kendi ruhum. Kurtarıcı beklemek anlamsız. Başıma gelen iyiliklere şükrediyorum, sahiplenmiyorum. Yaptığım iyiliklere bir geri dönüş beklemiyorum, unutuyorum.<br />
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Ve kılıcımı elime her aldığımda şu yemini ediyorum;<br />
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Andolsun ki; bu kılıç Hakikate hizmet edecek.<br />
<i>May this sword serve the Truth, nothing but the Truth.</i><br />
Andolsun ki; bu kılıç Kanuna hizmet edecek.<br />
<i>May this sword serve the Divine Law, nothing but the Law.</i><br />
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Çalışmaya devam ediyorum.<br />
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Dünyanın en büyük sorununun asaletini her geçen gün yitirmesi olduğu görüşüne katılmıyorum. Çünkü asalet kanımca yitirilecek, azaltılabilecek bir şey değil. Tam tersine asalet bir insanın bu dünyada sahip olup olabileceği belki de tek gerçek şey. Çünkü benim algılayış biçimime göre asalet öz’den gelen, öz’e ait bir şey. Burada “öz” ve “kişilik” kavramlarını özellikle Gurdjieff’in öğretilerinde geçen “essence” ve “personality” anlamında kullanıyorum. “Kişilik” sadece bir yaşam döngüsünde taşıdığımız ve beden, aile, çevre, toplum, eğitim vs ile oluşturulan geçici, sınırlı bir rol, kostüm veya bir tür sihirli maske. Çok şahsiyetli, etkileyici, cesur bir kişiliğe sahip olan bir insanın, gerçek bir tehlikeyle, bir kriz anıyla, ölümle burun buruna geldiğinde korkak, pısırık bir çocuğa dönüşebilmesinin veya aynı şekilde dün ezileni mertçe savunan, şefkatli bir halk kahramanı görünümündeyken bugün güç ve iktidarla donanınca utanmaz, arsız bir zorbaya dönüşebilmesinin sebebi de kanımca bu. </div>
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İnsanlığın en büyük sorununun asalet kazanamaması olduğuna ise kısmen katılıyorum, bence asalet kazanılıyor, ama bu çok, çok yavaş bir süreç. Tek bir yaşamın çok ötesinde bir deneyim gerektiriyor. Tek bir kişilik ile bildiğimiz çağda “öz”’e yapılabilecek katkının oldukça sınırlı olduğunu düşünüyorum. Özellikle her şeyin otomatiğe bağlandığı, hiç bir gerçek seçim hakkı sunulmayan, dolayısıyla bu seçimlerin sonuçlarıyla yüzleşme fırsatından yoksun, çılgınca bir tüketim sağanağı altında kendini gözlem olanağına dahi çok zor erişebilen bireylere sahip modern toplumlarda bu çok daha sınırlı bana kalırsa. Evet katılıyorum, asalet tavırlarla, daha arka planda o tavırları hazırlayan seçimlerle kazanılıyor. Ve bahsettiğin soylu yola tüm kalbimle inanıyorum.</div>
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Bu ortam ve şartlarda belirttiğin gibi gerçek bir öğretmenin varlığı ise kanımca çok daha önem kazanıyor. Bir insan asalet diyebileceğimiz bu özel deneyim türüne yeterince sahip olmayabilir, ama insan taklit edebilir. Bugün taklit ettiği, yarın bir alışkanlığa dönüşebilir. Alışkanlık zamanla içselleşebilir. Gerçek bir öğretmen işte bu süreci doğru yürütebilecek tekniklere ve donanıma sahip bir kişi olmalıdır. </div>
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Burada bir nokta koyup yazında verdiğin bana çok çarpıcı gelen vampir örneği üzerine bir şeyler karalamak istiyorum. Geçtiğimiz Aralık'ta 1.aşama eğitimine katılanlardan biriyim, hemen sonrasında tuhaf bir rüya deneyimim olmuştu, hatta oturup gruba yazmayı bile düşünmüştüm ama cesaret edemedim sanırım. Bir yerlere kaydetmişim, şimdi kısaltarak ve anlayışına sığınarak paylaşmak istiyorum. </div>
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<i>26 aralık 2014</i></div>
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"<i>... Ve bir sonraki akşam tuhaf bir şey oldu, sabah yijin jing egzersizlerimi yapamadığım için gece yatmadan yapmak istedim. Ufak tefek hatalarla ve hafif terleyerek tamamladım, mutfağa su içmeye giderken 11 aylık kızımızın beşiğinden belli belirsiz uyanma sesleri duydum, genelde böyle sesler çıkardığında yanına gidip ufak tefek mırıldanmak uykuya dönmesi için yeterli olur. Ama yanına gittiğimde birden çığlık atıp ağlamaya başladı, gerçekten şaşırmıştım. Eşim uyanıp kucağına alıncaya kadar hiç susmadı, ben uzaklaştım hemen odadan. </i></div>
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<i>Bir süre sonra annesi sakinleştirdikten sonra odaya döndüm ve uyuduk.</i></div>
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<i>Rüyamda bir vampir olduğumu gördüm. Bir kasaba gibi bir yerdeyim, etrafımda benim gibi bir kaç vampir daha var, yol ortasında yakaladığımız insanları ısırarak besleniyoruz. Bir ara diğer vampirlerle birbirimize giriyoruz, benim en eski vampir türlerinden biri olduğum anlaşılıyor, genç bir vampir kadını yakalayıp ısırdıktan sonra sevişmeye başlıyorum ve boşalarak uyanıyorum.</i>"</div>
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Etkilenmiştim, korku ve arzu karışımı bir gerginlikle kalkıp duş aldım.</div>
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Sonra bu rüya üzerine düşünmeye başladım. Psişik vampirlerle ilgili geçmişte bir kaç yazı okumuştum. Aslında Reiki deneyimlerim de bu tiplerin varlığını doğrulamıştı. Belki de Hoca da bir tür vampirdi? Tuhaf bir şekilde öfkelendiğini söyleyen biri vardı hatta eğitimde, muhtemelen o arkadaş da vampirdi, hiç durmadan konuşan enerjinizi emip tüketen tiplerdendi, ama Hoca daha güçlü bir vampir olduğu için kadın bu durumu hazmedememişti, bir anda öfkelenip kafayı sıyırmasının nedeni buydu.</div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">Yoksa ben miydim burada kafayı sıyıran? Ciddi ciddi bir süre düşündüm yukarıda yazdıklarımı. Hatta üşenmeyip çin mitolojisinde vampirleri araştırdım wikiden.(<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jiangshi" target="_blank">jiangshi</a>!) Belki de Hoca'nın bahsettiği şu ölümsüzler tıpkı tanrılar gibi insanlarla besleniyordu. Evet, böyle bir gerçeği farketmiştim hayatımın bir döneminde. </span><span style="color: #444444;">Tıpkı insanların ışıkla, bitkilerle, hayvanlarla ve bilimum bulabildiği her şeyle beslenmesi gibi tanrılar da ışıkla, bitkilerle, hayvanlarla, insanlarla ve bilimum diğer şeylerle besleniyordu. Yeryüzü aslında gerçekten bir tür çiftlikti, başka bir çok şey olduğu gibi.</span></div>
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İşte böyle kendi kendime sıyırıp dururken, durdum. Bütün bunlar zihnimin bana oyunları dedim. Sonraki günlerde egzersizlerime devam ettim, kızımın yanı başında bazen hatta. Hiç de sorun çıkarmadı.</div>
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Sıyırmadım.</div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.8px;">Biraz dağınık bir yazı oldu, kusura bakmazsın umarım :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.8px;">Saygı, sevgilerimle,</span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-51546548511902471542016-03-10T22:01:00.002-08:002016-03-11T00:36:09.023-08:00DönüşümBir süredir haberlere bakmıyorum. Twitter, facebook vs hepsine kapattım kendimi. Hayatımın orta yaş denilen evli ve çocuklu şu dönemini dolu dizgin yaşarken enerjimin artık eskisi gibi yüksek olmadığının farkındayım. Kaynaklarımı artık daha verimli kullanmalıyım ve dünya, ülke gündemi deyim yerindeyse enerjimi emip tüketiyor. Sosyal medya ayrı bir konu, seçici bir yaklaşımla beslenmek de tüketmek de mümkün, o belki ayrı bir yazı konusu.<br />
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Dünya ve ülke gündemi derken malum, içinde bulunduğumuz coğrafya sorunlu. Ülke açısından yönetimin tepesindeki "lider" kişi ve çevresi korkunç sorunlu.<br />
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Bu noktada ben bir karar verdim. Öncelikle bakış açımı değiştirdim, bu lider ve çevresindeki troll ve troliçeleri artık bir çekirge sürüsü, bir deprem veya sel gibi doğal bir felaket olarak görmeye karar verdim.<br />
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Doğal bir felakete karşı ne yapabilirsiniz; depremse evinizi güçlendirmeniz gerekir -Burada ev kendi kişiliğimiz ve kendi gelişimimiz oluyor-, çekirge sürüsüyse bir önceki mahsülden kenara ayırdıklarınız önemlidir -tasarruf ve birikim-, selse evinizi nehir yataklarından uzak tutmak -başka bir ülkeye yerleşme alternatiflerini düşünmek ve hazır olmak- bir çözüm olabilir. Kısacası yeteneklerini geliştirmek, mesela bir dil daha öğrenmek, harcamalara dikkat edip bir nebze birikim yapabilmek, çevre yapmaya çalışıp kanalları açık tutabilmek gibi şeyler. Ve şunu da unutmamak; bir doğal afet oluştuğunda kaçınılmaz olarak birileri etkilenecek, bir şeyler değişecektir. Psikolojimizi her olasılığa karşı hazır tutabilmek önemli. -Psikoloji okumak, anlamaya çalışmak da-<br />
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Alternatif bir çözüm yolu da düşündüm elbette, bir siyasi partiye üye olup aktif siyaset yapmak, bir yerlere gelip bir şeyleri değiştirebilmek. Şu an için seçtiğim yol bu değil, bu nedenle siyaseti de hayatımdan tümüyle çıkarıyorum.<br />
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Ben düşüncelerimin, duygularımın, içgüdülerimin sahibi değilim, kendimi bildim bileli varlar, istesem de istemesem de sürekli oluşuyorlar. Ve evet, sorumluyum, onları besleyen ve dilediğim gibi eyleme geçiren benim.</div>
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Dünyanın ışıltısının gözlerini kamaştırmasına izin verme.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-91145556751469032162016-02-07T12:43:00.001-08:002016-02-07T12:43:13.868-08:00Alacakaranlık SeibeiKumları savurduğun gece avuçlarımdaki<br />
Sözüm düştü, kılıcın şiir<br />
Sildim, yeniden yağdım<br />
Yıldız ve toz, savruldum durdum<br />
Yazılanın peşi sıra.<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-12100098912655042102016-01-21T11:47:00.000-08:002016-01-21T11:47:12.039-08:00İyi hissetmek -feeling good-<i>İyi hissetmek mutlu olmak değildir. </i><br />
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Neşeli olmak, hayatından memnun olmak, huzurlu olmak, sağlıklı olmak değildir.<br />
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<i>İyi hissetmek hali vakti yerinde olmak değildir.</i><br />
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Zengin olmak, cesur olmak, yenilikçi olmak, çekici olmak değildir.<br />
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<i>İyi hissetmek erdemli olmak değildir.</i><br />
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Yardımsever olmak, eli açık olmak, ön yargısız olmak değildir.<br />
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Peki ya nedir "iyi hissetmek"?<br />
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İyi hissetmek bunların hepsine eşit mesafede durabilmektir. Hepsine açık olmak, ama hiçbirinin tutsağı olmamak demektir.<br />
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<i>İyi hissetmek eksilmek ve eksiltmektir. </i><br />
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Bir duruştur. Mesafedir. Çizginin hem içinden, hem dışından bakabilmektir.<br />
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Bir insan hemen her koşulda iyi hissedebilir. Öfkelendiğinde, acıktığında, korktuğunda, stresli olduğunda, aç kaldığında, huzursuz olduğunda.<br />
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Hemen her durumda iyi hissetmeyi becerebilen bir insan neşelendiğinde, neşesine bir mesafe koyar. Canı yandığında acının onu yönlendirmesine izin vermez, acıyı gözlemler ve sadece gerekli görürse bir aksiyon alır.<br />
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<i>İyi hissetmek aksiyon adamının işidir.</i><br />
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Tembellere göre değildir. Mistiklere göre değildir. Filozoflara göre değildir.<br />
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İyi hisseden bir insan hemen her şeyden beslenen ama her daim açlığın sınırında gezinen insandır.<br />
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<i>İyi hisseden bir insanın ilk ve esas önceliği daima iyi hissetmektir.</i><br />
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Çünkü iyi hissettiğinde iyi bir insan olabilmek için gerekli irade ve kuvvete sahip olacağını, doğru kararı vereceğini, hızlı aksiyon alacağını bilir.<br />
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<i>Her şeyden önce kendini bilmek, kendisinin efendisi olmaktır iyi hissetmek.</i><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is not being happy.</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Being cheerful, satisfied with life, peaceful, healthy.</span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is not being in good shape.</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Being rich, brave, innovative, attractive.</span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is not being virtuous.</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Being helpful, generous, open-minded.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">So what is "feeling good"?</span><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is to keep a distance from all listed above. To be open to all, but prisoner of none.</span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is to be less and lessen.</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">It is a stance. A distance. Having a perspective from inside and outside of the circle.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">A person is capable of feeling good almost in any condition. While being angry, hungry, in fear, stressed, starved or restless.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Such a person should always put a limit to his joy. When in pain she observes the pain and take action if and only if it is necessary.</span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is the way of acting man.</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Not for the lazy. The mystic. Or the philosopher.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Feeling good is to feed from everything but always on the edge of starvation.</span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">The first and main priority of a person feeling good is to feel good.</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #999999;">Because feeling good is the first step to be a good man, to make the right decision, take the necessary action, be efficient.</span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #999999;">Above all, feeling good is to know thyself, and be the master of.</span></i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-1092319206451326512015-03-28T15:35:00.001-07:002015-03-28T15:35:38.688-07:00Çocukluk arkadaşıma bir mektup..Merhaba Dostum,<br />
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Bahsettiğin Matürîdî'nin Kitabü't-Tevhîd'ini netten biraz araştırdım, dikkate değer bir kitap gibi görünüyor, en kısa zamanda alıp okuyacağım.<br />
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Aslında yeri gelmişken iman, din, yaşam, insan konularında hangi noktada durduğumu paylaşmak istiyorum seninle. Bildiğim kadarıyla sen ve eşin için sosyal ilişkiler açısından bu konu önemli, daha önceki bir sohbetimizde Eh'li Kitap olmayan birinin elinden yapılmış yemeğin yenmeyeceğini paylaşmıştın. Farkettin mi orada bilmiyorum ama bende oluşan çağrışım hoş değildi, çünkü bilirsin, uzun yıllar biz aleviler için de aynı söylem ve daha beterleri mevcut oldu bu topraklarda. Sanırım son dönemde bu bir nebze değişti, bilemiyorum.<br />
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Neyse, konumuz alevilik değil, zaten her ne kadar aleviliği kültürel olarak benimsiyor olsam da kendimi alevi olarak görmüyorum. İtikadi açıdan Maturidilik, hatta Eşarilik bana Şia'dan daha yakın bile diyebilirim sanırım. Olumsuz gözle bakıyorsundur sen kesin ama Mutezile anlayışının yakın bulduğum yorumları da var; özellikle İlahi Adalet konusunda, yazgı konusunda ayrılıyoruz biraz, ama derin konular bunlar, çok fazla teolojiye inip konuyu dağıtmak istemiyorum şu an.<br />
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Yani iman konusunda durduğumuz yer en azından prensipte yakın diyebiliriz. İmanın hayata geçirilmesi konusu, yani din konusuna geldiğimizde ise durum farklı. Daha önce ayak üstü biraz konuşmuştuk sanırım Allah'a, Meleklerine, Peygamberine, Kitabına, Ahiret gününe iman konusunu.<br />
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Bir Peygamber olduğuna dair şüphem yok, incelediğim tüm kaynaklar buna işaret ediyor, diğer türlü Hakikat yeryüzünde biz insanlar için mevcut olamazdı diye düşünüyorum. Hakikat'in kuşaklar boyunca aktarılması için bir vasıtanın yani Kitab'ın olması gerektiği de benim kabul ettiğim bir gerçek. Gel gör ki bu kitab Kur'an mıdır? Peygamber dediğimiz kişi Kur'an ve diğer kutsal kitaplarda geçen Hz Muhammed dahil diğer peygamberler midir sorusuna bir cevap veremiyorum. Ve daha önemlisi bu konunun yani Peygamberin isminin, kim olduğunu bilmenin önemli olduğuna da inanmıyorum. Esas olan Hakikat'e erişebilmek ve Ahiret gününe hazır olabilmek ise benim inancıma göre kendisine deist, ateist veya başka bir şey diyen biri de bunu başarabilir.<br />
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Kur'an'da ruhuma dokunan bölümler var, özü diyebiliriz ona, ama sıkıcı bulduğum, ya da dönemin koşullarına göre değerlendirdiğim bölümler de var. Aynı şekilde Hz Muhammed'le şahsen bir temasım olmadığı için ve hakkında anlatılanlar ölümünden 100 sene sonra yazıya dökülmüş olduğu için ne kadar doğru bilemiyorum. Ben çağımızda yaşayan, bilinen peygamberleri biraz avatarlara benzetiyorum, bilirsin sen de Avatar çizgi filmini. Nasıl ki her avatar dünyaya bir elementi temsil etmek için geliyorsa; ateş, hava, toprak, su gibi; her peygamber de kendi döneminde bir mesaj vermek için geldi belki de, Gurdjieff misal; 3 temel din için bunlar İman - Musa, Sevgi - İsa ve Umut - Muhammet der. İman, Sevgi ve Umut evrende bizi yaratıcımıza bağlayan 3 ilahi kuvvet. Bir de bizim topraklarda pek bilinmeyen diğer bilgelerin mesajları var, Buddha'nın verdiği bir mesaj mesela; İrade. İnsanın kurtuluşa ancak iradesiyle kavuşabileceği.<br />
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Peygamber olarak benim inandığım kişi ise bir nevi avatar'ın kendisi, özü, bütün elementlerin gücüne sahip olan kişi, bilmediğimiz bir zamanda yeryüzüne indirilen ve aydınlanmayı başlatan bir elçi. İsmi nedir, hangi zamanda gelmiştir bilmiyorum, sadece izlerini takip edebiliyorum ve varlığını sezebiliyorum.<br />
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Benim din anlayışımın temeli bir tür disiplin. Özden gelen bağımsız bir disiplin. İnsanın kendini bilmesi, nefsin hakimiyetinin kazanılması, buna göre yaşanılması ve Hakikat'in arzulanması. Yani kişi şu an hiç bir şeye inanmıyor olabilir, ama bu öz disiplini bir nebze sağlayabilmişse ve içinde bir uyanış başlamışsa; ben neden buradayım, burası neredir, ben neyim gibi sorulara içten bir şekilde cevaplar arıyorsa, doğal olarak Hakikat'in akışına kapılacaktır.<br />
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İnancını, dinini bireysel anlamda nasıl yaşadığı kişinin kendisini ilgilendirir, benim meselem değil. Sosyal ilişkilerde dikkat ettiğim şey kişinin kendisine ne derece hakim olduğu, yalan söyleyip söylemediği, yeri geldiğinde başkaları için kendi egosundan fedakarlık edip edemediği.<br />
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İşin teknik kısmı ise ayrı bir konu. Mesela benim için namaz olarak ifade edebileceğimiz içinde rüku ve secdeyi içeren form uyguladığım ibadetin sadece bir kısmı ve kendime göre uyarlanmış biçimi. Bu arada ben buna ibadet yerine "çalışma" demeyi tercih ediyorum, çünkü yaptığım iş kendim üzerinde çalışmak. Bu çalışma bir mantra -kalp yolu- eşliğinde Reiki olabilir, namaz olabilir, shaolin rahiplerinin Yi Jin Jing'i olabilir, yahudilerin Kabala öğretisini temel alan bir ritüel olabilir, tespihle dua veya Japon Zen meditasyonu olabilir. Tabi böylesine yoğun çalışmaları gün içinde sık sık yapmak mümkün değil. En uygun zaman sabah gün doğuşu, ya da müsait olduğumda akşamları spor yaptıktan sonra, dinç ve zinde bir bedenle. Dua'nın içeriği de çok önemli; Arapça, Türkçe, İngilizce, İbranice olabilir ama kesinlikle yalvarmak, dilenmek, istekte bulunmak gibi şeyler söz konusu olamaz. Sıkıntıdaysan sabrına sığındığını belirtirsin en fazla, huzurluysan şükredersin.<br />
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Kurban diğer önemli bir konu. Bir hayvan kesip etini paylaşmak çok eski bir gelenek ama benim için kurban biraz farklı; önemsediğin ama aslında sana faydası olmayan bir şeyden vazgeçebilmek. Misal canım çektiği, arzuladığım halde et yememek benim için bir kurban, kendi sağlığımdan çok babamın sağlığını düşünerek sigara içmemek bir kurban, acı çektiğim halde bu acıyı dışarıya yansıtmamak bir kurban. Bir anlamda kurban ettiğim şeyler arzularım, isteklerim, acılarım.<br />
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Yine aynı şekilde Oruç benim için gerekmedikçe yememek mesela. Gerektiğinde ise en azla yetinmek. 12 saat hiç bir şey yemeyip bir oturuşta bir kuzu yemek benim için oruç değil. 1 hafta boyunca sadece sabahları bir bardak süt ve akşamları bir tabak tarhana çorbası içmek çok daha uygun. Bir de gündelik yaşamın gereksinimleri var elbette, iş disiplini önemli, hiç bir ibadetimin işimi aksatmasına izin vermem.<br />
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Burada genel anlamda Arap kültürüne dair bana itici gelen şeylerden bahsetmem gerekiyor belki de. İnan'ın Suudi Arabistan gözlemlerini paylaştığı bir yazı vardı, benim de kendi gözlemlerim, okuduklarım, izlediklerim var. Genel anlamda ataerkil bir fantezi dünyasında yaşıyorlar sanki, az çalışıyorlar, cinselliği hayatlarının odağına koyuyorlar, şiddete yatkınlar. Bütün araplar böyledir demiyorum ama mevcut kültür buna eğilimli sanki. Asr-ı Saadet denilen döneme tarihsel açıdan baktığımızda dahi bir sürü ayaklanmalar, kargaşalar, politik oyunlar, savaşlar görüyoruz.<br />
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Konuyu dağıttım, başa dönersek, yukarıda yazdıklarımdan görebileceğin gibi inanç ve din açısından senin için muhtemelen günahkar denebilecek farklı bir anlayış ve yaşam biçimim var. Yeri gelmişken Cennet ve Cehenneme inandığımı da söyleyeyim bu arada, ama yazılan çizilen gibi değil. Cehennem bu dünyaya yeniden doğmak, Cennet ait olduğum yere dönebilmek benim için. O yer neresidir, başka bir boyut mudur, başka bir yıldız sistemi midir bilemiyorum. Belki de her ikisi de. Interstellar filmi bu açıdan beni çok etkileyen bir filmdi. Başka bir yıldız sistemine bedenimizi değil, bilincimizi gönderebileceğimiz mesajını vermişti o film bana. Bilinç, yani "Ruh" nedir, bu da ayrı bir yazı konusu.<br />
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Eşim dersen herhangi bir dini yaşam biçimi yok. Kayınvalidem Yehova Şahidi bahsetmiştim belki. Yehova Şahitleri ilginç bir topluluk, Amerika kaynaklı, Yeni Ahit'i temel alıyorlar ama bir yahudi gibi yaşıyorlar, sadece Yehova'ya tapıyorlar. İsa'yı Tanrının oğlu olarak filan kabul etmiyorlar, kiliseleri, özel günleri vs yok. Eşim de çocukken bu şekilde yetişmiş ama belli bir yaştan sonra bu topluluktan ayrılmış, şu anda herhangi bir dini yaşamı yok. Ama dediğim gibi belki de Cennet'e benden daha yakın, çünkü özünde dürüst, daha temiz, disiplini hayatının odağına koymuş, görev bildiklerini ciddiyetle uygulayan bir insan. Bir eş olarak, anne olarak, "şef" olarak, insan olarak.<br />
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Benim ise karanlık bir tarafım var, bir savaşçının yolunu seçtiğim için belki de. Her ne kadar bu savaş özünde sadece gölgemle de olsa, beni çizginin ötesine, karanlık tarafa taşıdığı bir dönem oldu. Gidip, döndüğüm, kirlendiğim bir dönem.<br />
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Şükrediyorum. Halim böyle. Hayatımın son 12 senesinde dur durak bilmeden bir arayışın içerisindeyim. Girip çıkmadığım yer, düşünce, derya kalmadı; dinler, felsefe, psikoloji, para-psikoloji, antropoloji, astronomi, astroloji, tarih, bilim, mitoloji, sanat... Bütün bunların sonucunda kendime bir sistem belirledim ve o sistem çerçevesinde yoluma devam ediyorum. Son nefesimi verip karşımda abim İnan'ın bana bakıp gülümsediğini görene kadar da devam edecek sanırım bu arayışım.<br />
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Uzun bir mektup oldu bu. Bir anda değil, günler boyu, gün doğarken, içimde bir sesle sana bunları yazdım, sildim, yeniden yazdım.<br />
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Belki kızdın, belki üzüldün, belki silmeyi düşündün beni yaşamından. Ama yukarıda bahsettiğim gittim, döndüm dediğim o karanlık dönem var ya , o karanlığın içinde tutunmamı, yolumu bulmamı sağlayan bir fener de sendin.<br />
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Allah razı olsun.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3İstanbul, Turkey41.00527 28.97695999999996340.621820500000005 28.331512999999962 41.3887195 29.622406999999964tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2017432285382074952.post-67718774695493626072014-10-16T14:54:00.002-07:002014-10-16T14:54:24.029-07:00Egoistin ölümsüzlük düşüne dair...<i><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">"ODTÜ Makina mezunu 35 yaşındaki </span><a aid="516079" class="LinkBodyKeywords" href="http://www.haberturk.com/etiket/mehmet_pi%C5%9Fkin" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #3b5998; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Mehmet Pişkin</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">, bu sabaha karşı </span><span class="tag" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Facebook</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">'ta "</span><a aid="516079" class="LinkBodyKeywords" href="http://www.haberturk.com/etiket/mehmet_pi%C5%9Fkin" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #3b5998; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Mehmet Pişkin</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">'in intihar notu" başlıklı 14 dakikalık bir video paylaştıktan sonra hayatına son verdi."</span></i><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">İnternet sitelerine düşen bir haber ve video. Videoyu izledikten sonra oturup üzerine derinlemesine düşündüm ve bu yazıyı yazmaya karar verdim. Zor bir karar oldu, video Facebook'da yayınlamasa böyle bir yazı yazmayacaktım muhtemelen, hem ölenin anısına, hem de ailesine duyduğum saygıdan.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Mehmet Pişkin bir egoist. Egoizminin hastalık derecesinde tezahür etmesinin sebepleri üzerinde ayrıca düşünmek gerekir belki ama o kadar veriye sahip değilim. Sadece bende bıraktığı yansımalara dair bir yorum yapabilirim.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Mehmet Pişkin'in bir egoist olduğunu biliyorum çünkü ben de bir egoistim. Egoizmin insanın yeryüzündeki tezahüründe gerekli ve kaçınılmaz bir olgu olduğuna inanıyorum. Bir tür aşama.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Egoist neden ölmek ister? Neden bir gece vakti boynuna ilmiği dolayıp bedenini evinin doğal gaz borusundan asarak tahrip etmeyi seçer? </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Üstelik öncesinde herkesin görebileceği bir sosyal ortamda bunu cümle alemle paylaşarak.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Derinlerde bir yerde ölümden ölesiye korktuğu için, benim için cevap bu. Aslında bir tür ölümsüzlük iddiası gerçekleştirdiği eylem. Bedenimi kadavra yapın, balıklara yem edin ama gömmeyin, sakın bir mezar olmasın demesi aslında kanımca burada en büyük ipucu. Bir mezarım olmayacak, çünkü ben bir ölümsüzüm. Bu hayat bir şaka. Kötü bir şaka. Ve ben artık yokum. Benden bu kadar.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Evet, bu bir seçim. Ve ben bu seçime saygı duyuyorum. Mutluluk hiç bir zaman bir amaç olmadı benim için, ama benim de içimde bir gün bu diyardan çekip gitme özlemi var. Ama bunu bedenimi tahrip ederek yapmak? Bu kadar kolay mı? Değil. Ve bunu anlayabilmek, hissedebilmek, duyumsamak inanın çok zor oldu. Ama bu artık bir veri benim için. Hakikat. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Aydınlanmanın ilk aşamasında fiziksel bedenini bir makina gibi görür insanoğlu. Bir tür araç, araba ya da bir robot. Bilincin farkındalığına varılmıştır artık ve beden bir işlev olarak orada durmaktadır. Tam olarak nasıl çalıştığı, ne amaçla var olduğu bilinmesede.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">İkinci aşamada araç olarak görünen şeyin aslında bir tür hayvan olduğunun farkındalığına varılır. Kendisine özgü bir yaşama sahiptir, Bilinç farkında olmadan hareket eder -araba kullanırken mesela- ihtiyacı olmadığı halde acıkır -yerli yersiz gecenin bir vakti buzdolabı kapağını açar kapar-, arzular, kendine özgü alışkanlıklar geliştirir -farkında olmadan bacak bacak üstüne atmak, kafasını kaşımak, kalkıp yürümek gibi-. Bu aşamada hayvan üzerinde bir kontrol geliştirme çabası devreye girer. Bir tür Efendi-Köle ilişkisi kurulur bedenle. Gerektiğinde bir kemik atmak suretiyle -Bknz Gazali-, gerektiğinde oruçla, ağır işlere koşularak -günümüzde sportif aktivitelerle- zaptedilir.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Bir sonraki aşama biraz zaman alır ama kendiliğinden gelişir, çaba gerektirmez. Hayvanın da aslında bir tür bilince sahip olduğunun farkındalığı kazanılır. Ve ilginçolan bu bilinç yeryüzüne -Tabiat ana- derinden bağlıdır. Bir tür ortak bilinçtir aslında söz konusu olan. Bu açıdan saygıyı haketmektedir, söz konusu olan aslında bir tür ortak yaşamdır. Bir anlamda Yeryüzü ruhunu, bireyin bilinciyle beslemektedir. İnsan bedeni deneyimleyerek Adam olma aşamasına gelmiştir. Beden -Tabiat- bilinçle beslenerek bir tür zeka kazanmaktadır.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Kölenin azad edilme zamanı gelmiştir. Ama özgürlüğüne kavuşan aynı zamanda Efendidir.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Kişisel düşüncem Mehmet Pişkin'in bu aşamaya gelemeden kaçmayı tercih etmiş olması. Ama kendisi her ne kadar bunu reddetse de her şey bitmiş değildir. Mehmet Pişkin'in bilinci hala orada, belki burada tam yanımda, belki de annesinin başucunda varolmaya devam etmektedir. Ve insanlığın ortak kaderinde bir kez daha karşılaşmaları -bu dünyada ya da başka dünyalarda- kanımca kaçınılmazdır.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Bilimin şu geldiği aşamada bedeninin bir kadavra olarak çok fazla işleve sahip olacağını da sanmıyorum ama yayınladığı videonun psikolojide, sosyolojide bir 'case study' olarak çok faydalı olacağına inancım tam.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #454545; font-family: verdana, geneva, tahoma, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20.4142837524414px;">Kendisine rahmet, ailesine ve sevenlerine sabır diliyorum. </span></span><br />
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How come I became so sentimental and sensitive that I can't even get a simple irony. Sorry, Worakk..<br />
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No, my friends. I shall not hide behind my fellow guildies. Sometimes the best way to learn swimming is just to dive deep into sea. I will go there and fight may way out or die on the way trying. But it is good to know that there is a hand out there in case I need to reach. Thank you for your kindness and good hearts.<br />
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I was on a rp-pvp server (aquilonia) while I was playing Age of Conan and I had a rule of my own; I had to reach end game content with only 13 lives. When I die 13th times (killed by other players) then I die for good. No more resurrection, no more running through rez points. It was a thrilling experience. I was running away from other players most of the the time, trying desperately to finish the missions without be seen. But It did finally happen. I was level 34 or something like that when it all ended. And I was actually glad that it had finally ended. I was getting sick of all that blood and gore.<br />
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Here I do not have such a rule but I still have some "policies";<br />
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1) I do not select 'greed' no matter what; either I need it or I do not need it. I am a knight of the Jedi Order after all.<br />
2) I do not make choices that I do not feel to do; no matter what xp it gives or what progress I made up to that point.<br />
3) I do not kill creatures around the planets; if and when I am attacked I simply run. I do kill people on pvp games or when I am personally attacked (flagged) but guarding is always my first priority than damaging or killing. <br />
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Why am I enforcing such rules or necessities?<br />
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Why do I draw lines and circles around myself in this way?<br />
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It is "the Law of Limitation" that I learned from <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/211730.The_Cosmic_Doctrine">the sacred datacron of the First Ones</a>;<br />
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<i>"Limitation is the first law of manifestation, therefore it is the first law of power. This is not sufficiently appreciated. Many people believe that a spiritual power is infinite, which is far from being the case. For the Logos to manifest It has to circumscribe itself. But a spiritual power is so much greater than the potencies of the lower planes that, when brought to bear upon them, it overcomes all resistances.</i><br />
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<i>It is by the limitation of the content of consciousness that you achieve the concentration of power. But it is by the development and expansion of consciousness that you achive the basis of limitation, because limitation implies discrimination, and a limitation of consciousness is entirely different to a limited consciousness. Limited consciousness implies the exclusion of experience. Limitation of consciousness implies selection of experience and the focusing of attention upon the chosen subject. It is the Law of Limitation which is implied in the power to focus. It is by availing ourselves of resistances that we are able to obtain a purchase upon diffused manifestation."</i><br />
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I may quite safely say from my past experiences that it is a very useful information if you have a goal or a desire to realize.<br />
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Thank you again my brothers&sisters in arms. It shall be an honour to fight by your side when I finally prove myself that I do really deserve that honour.<br />
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<b>Fides Omnia Vincit</b><br />
Arckturus<br />
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